kinetic typography

2008-03-24T00:44:00.001+08:00

chao ! ! ! ! !

i'm off to GENT - ING at 0700 hrs

i'll buy some candie back for all to share

^^

2008-03-20T04:35:00.002+08:00

sch's out (bye bye hectic days of *^%$%67217835$#&*78^&4@)

and hey hello! MAMBO JAMBO + WORK + GENTING TRIP + JAPAN TRIP

i soooo need my well deserved break

and i'm soooo gonna stand on that damn podium one day (HEHEH ken so long sucker! ^^)

i believe GOD told me to wait - for some reason i will wait ------------

2008-03-18T02:43:00.003+08:00

its being a long while since i updated

and yes the last time i did, i was doing my fyp. and now i'm a happy man cause i finished my dip show last week and enjoying my well-derserved break now!

a few memories i would like to keep for the next few lifetime to come . . .

my group of best friends from iad (which is like the whole iad gang)

the gay group who fell in love with mambo (fiq ze ken roy taibin huang)

hock for being just hock

the design canteen food (YEAH! malay store !)

the setting up of our panels in tcc

the rushing of submission

that fantastic idea of putting the faces up on the panel

more mambo parties afterwards

uhu and prick smell

the special posters that filled the empty panels (damn funny, wat a insider jokes)

my feelings for 2 years unleashed

my parents who appear suddenly at the dip show

tcc which made us travel so damn far everytime during the setting up

my project which makes me famous !

my life in design school for 3 years !

and of course thanks yuze for being able to take my shit for the last 3 years

and deony for just being deony !

2007-12-03T09:24:00.000+08:00

its been ages since i write anything here

a rundown of what happen since the previous post

i finished my damn P3

horrible marks

no more public speaking

just ended my creative writing module

and here come F Y P

its a long long months ahead. i can foresee myself trying to choke up all the ideas in my head, and being too damn lazy to realise it onto paper and models. anyway life have been real fun to me, after all the weird things happen to everyone including myself, its time for me to relax and chill...

LIKE THERE'S NO F Y P

yeah....... get it? i'm just damn lazy

and i always wanted to annouce it to everyone; hello! i'm doing a columbarium. not a creamatorium

everyone just gets it wrong always. for whatever reason. some bugger is trying to spread ard the creamatorium idea ather then the columbarium idea. and yes ppl, a place for the dead, for my

F Y P

brother just got mac
*and i just got ipod touch

i swear we're going into mac craze now.

its always good to come home at 5 6 am in the morning, after a good few rounds of lan gaming, and catch the sunrise. i felt so " I N S P I R E D "

2007-08-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

long live project 3

its a damn killer

haven't had a good night sleep for days.....arggggg!!!!!!!

there meeting for public speaking

hairspray movie to watch

3d max to finish

perspective to render

material application class to attend

work just pile up like mount zion

shittiness!

the fourth shanghai blues

i miss shanghai now....

2007-07-20T08:46:00.000+08:00

i love public speaking. the people. the class. the speeches. ha!

TDS Interior Architecture and Design

a laughing portrait

the 3rd of shanghai blues.

2007-07-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

home club. mos retro. fishwharf dinner. chicken rice. i think i have the most fun weekend of my life.

2nd sets of shanghai blues.

2007-07-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

i finally decided to upload my shanghai pictures for once. its gonna take total 8 post. and every post is every week. haha. see drea. i'm putting in effort to upload OK!

2007-06-26T17:43:00.000+08:00

together in the electric dreams . . . . .

i always feel bad about posting on blog things that happen. after like goddamn 34567890010283978 days later. haha. i always procrastinate my postings but well. at least i post it. haha.

andrea and me (she was laughing at kenny boy sitting on hock man)

well retro night at mos last friday was nice. except for those grinding thingy and the shitty taste of graveyard (and more to come) haha. HELLOE DREA its eletric dream not purple dream or watever u said that is almost inaudible to hear on the dance floor.

well sorry thats the only pic i got for the nite. cause i didn't bring my camera along and yes. i missed taking the picture where kenny boy was sitting on top of hock man. HAHA

simply hilarious

2007-06-22T03:07:00.000+08:00

operation pulau ubin

i need to start updating my blog with pics from shanghai. haha and i'm still too lazy to transfer the whole load of files from mac to my desktop. too big. too measy. too irratating.

pulau ubin was fun except we getting lost in the discovery tracks. and hock gettin his usual pms cramps. and some npcc ppl shouting

blah blah blah

while marching pass us. kinda cool trip anyway.

psychopathpsychomaniac

2007-06-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

i think chill out music are damn cool. its the holidays. we need to chilllllllllllllllll.

i'll upload the shanghai pictures once i not so lazy to transfer from my mac to my desktop. i hate it when i can't use my portable hdd to transfer stuff to and fro from mac. cause mac just can't detect the hdd. i think its the first step for me to hate mac. or its just my mac. HAHAHA

2007-06-01T09:25:00.000+08:00

TIME

HOME...

i just can't wait for my computer. my internet. my friends. my teddy bear.

2007-05-30T08:59:00.000+08:00

money money money. its so sunny. in a rich man's world...........

okok. seriously. i'm really broke now in china. i'm broke not because i spent it all on food (well maybe some of it) but cause i spent it on books. design, fashion blah blah books are damn freaking cheap over here. books that cost 200 bucks in sg cost only 20 bucks sing in Shanghai. SO DAMN CHEAP!!!!!
ok its that cheap. trust me.

anyway 3 MORE DAYS to end of internship and 5 MORE DAYS till i'm home. i wanna goooooo home. cause i wanna use internet 2hrs a day. seriously. lack of internet sure make me go crazyyyy. people have been nice to me for the past few days. just cause i'm leaving. haha. actually there are always nice to me. oh and right after yuze left for singapore. that night there's a murder case just below a few steps from my apartment. freaky eh. lucky i was slping at home.

to something more serious. i have no more shampoo at home and i just don't bother to buy. digusting. shit. haha ok well i'm just spending my time watchin dvds at home now. so boring. haha and i got a gay show for kenneth and hock to watch together. u know. haha PRIVATE RUBBING together. ok and i totally love dirty dancing. SHHHHHHHH.....................

time waits for no one...

2007-05-18T09:45:00.000+08:00

boomboommarcoroni LALALALALA....

so long since i blog. thanks to the work hectic situation i face at work. i'm force to take a peek at my blog page every 2 to 3 hrs. but i can't blog. damn sian and lame. Shanghai here have been the same. same ppl everyday. same battle i fought. and the same smell i smell on my way to work every freaking single day.

today i saw a damn heated fight on the road. apparently someone riding a bike bang down a old lady. the wonderful shit about this damn incident is. the old lazy is ok to everyone relieve. and she started bombarding the rider. huge masses of crowds came in and fought together with the old lady and the rider. so damn drama la. its like from those police cops show. ppl starting tryin to hit each other and all. totally cheena.

tv shows are getting boring so i bought myself a whole set of star wars to watch. at least its english. and the damn show kept myself sane. unless u consider thinking urself as a jedi and walk down the apartment hallway holding a broomstick sayin "zeewwwee biiiewww zeeeww zeeeeeeessss weeek zwsxsssss" and "may the force be with u damnit". yuze is starting to think i'm crazy and check on me every hour. hoping i won't jump off the window and use my so called jedi force to land safely on the ground without my ass facing upwards.

and i swear to my 2 balls and ken is gay video that the food here is getting super damn freaking oily already. its like summer appraoching. and everyone starts to add another bowl of oil to their cooking. i and yuze gotta resort to eating maggie mee for our daily survival. rather die of msg and oil flowing out of ur ass and eyes and dicks and balls and ears and etc. u know.

anything design books here are damn freaking cheap. as in those ppl that come to ur company and sell. their so call pirated books are like super duber high quality. and those books that cost 200 plus bucks in sg cost 30 sing here. damn killer. i think i'm may dhl those stuff back. to much for me to handle.

may the force be with u damnit. i needa play some game.

2007-05-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

labourcommunistactionparty !!!

labour day heeyaaaaaa..................... love it man.

i get to have a week off so last week was whacking cheefunchoojim time.

i and ze walk around shanghai and ventured into places that look like some prositute districts. haha. at least we didn't go into a small alley like wat xueni and lois did. and they almost got conned and rape by those cheenas. rain got chased away by papa sunny so its hot and windy for the whole week.

went to hang zhou to look at the west lake with some of my frens. kinda cool. but its so damn crowded that every picture that i took. turn out to be just human heads. and damn the roads at the west lake were damn freakinglishy dirty. looks like ppl shitted everywhere they went. my shoes got dirty so i gotta clean it at some poor hotel's lobby. and o'm not staying at the hotel anyway.

shopping was great fun. bought some wallet for my family and this damn gay bag. suppose to be for my lappy. but i wanted to use it as a bag. but i think its better off given to hock or ken. cause its so damn gal. unless any gals wanna have it. i don't mind giving it out for free. bought some cheena plates. looks cool feels shit. nonsense.

anyway i'm going to stress my damn ass this week. new project. and hell i'm asked to be in the design team. hoho. i'm not going back singapore already. haha

ps. sorry i actually miss singapore. the water's there is clean. here..... gods its milky in color. i think i'm bathing in love juice. sicks.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.

i'm spending more money on dvds then on food. damn!

2007-04-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

rainydaysandrainyme......

life have been kinda fun for me and ze. went out to the clark quay of shanghai. xin tian di or new heaven. its damn nice and full of western stuff with oriental feel. pubs there are abundant and clubs are like filling up the whole street. went to get our dinner at simply thai and its so fun. first was the interior. then the people there. then the food. simply fantastic.

public transport are still like the usual. battle fields for me and i gotta kick some ppl just to get out of the train. damn freaking lame la. but at least i did not use my ultmate skill. the umbrella poke. haha

now i'm damn short of cash. damn the financial department for not giving me cash before hand. gotta save. arggggggggggggggggg

work is fun fun fun. ppl are like doing damn weird stuff around me. like talking about fishies' tail. whacking the cups. talking to themselves and trying to molest the mosaic tiles. haha. talking about being normal humans.

i think cartoons are cool. especially the cheena version of snoopy---------

2007-04-27T18:10:00.000+08:00

heeeeeeeeee lllllooooooooo.................

work has been fun and i'm freaking tired to update my blog now.

sorry ken ken
sorry elroy
sorry drea
sorry hockie
sorry fiq
sorry all those who are contributing to the gay taggings

2007-04-23T12:18:00.000+08:00

mervinsoundingsleepy

tha past 2 days has been reaelly fun. considering the fact the apartment suddenly got so dirty that my feet became white with black spots. gavin brought some friends to our place and had a wonderful steamboat. filled with SINGAPORE fishies balls and meat balls and yellow noodles and more of those sg goodies. finally after so long i can eat yellow noodles. i'm getting sick just eating shanghai transparent kway teow. looks weird. taste weird. smell even weirder.

i'm now just blogging in extreme speed so as to not let anyone see i'm using hassell's internet for personal pleasure. although i need more then this for. yeah. so here i'm typing so fast. some of my collegues are asking.

eh. why u type like fingers wanna go fly.
and with that i said
er at least i don't fly.

i know its lame. i can't help it. my cheena frens are even lamer then me. god bless shanghai. HA. i hope they don't get gun down on the streets.

anyway i didn't get to go to some hot spot in shanghai because of rain. so weird. one moment its was hot like dog balls. then the rain come and its cold as fish cock. and thanks to that. my shoes are wet and i'm forced to wear slippers walking down the streets in such cold evil damned weather.

oh and i suspect there's a rat in our apartment. every night i hear something go PI PI PI PI MA MA ZI ZI ZI PI MO

weird.

ps. public transport are still battle fields for me. and i aqquired a new skills. its call the cleaner pinch.

2007-04-20T11:50:00.000+08:00

mervinsaidHEYA - - - - -

Shanghai is still as good as ever although its the second week. public transports are battle fields for me and food are like water to me. cheap and good.

yuze and me decided to give the house some fruity smell so we left the bunch of bananas to rot. it really gives us fruity smell but it looks digusting. something like rotten saggy dicks with like yellow thingy substance oozing out.

the weather is totally weird. one night its damn cold an raining like puppies and pussies. the next day its hot like burning eggs and rotten bald heads. we gotta carry out umbrella everywhere we go just in case. its rains against when they sky is bright and hot.

sometimes i just wanna have fun over in Shanghai. since you don't get mad squeezing in buses and digusting ppl rubbing ur ass on subway rides. i decided to do what the cheena over there are damn good at. SHOUT at them. haha. i manage to scared a few old bats when they tried to poke me with their umbrella just to hop onto the subway rides. even better. i manage to got onto a already full bus just by shouting so as to make their asses move. whaaaaaaaaa.......................................

how i miss shanghai if i go back singapore. i wish i could stay here for another few months. but damn summer's approaching soon and well. the smell starts to linger around the air. maybe i could just escape back to singapore till summer's over and then back here again.

wee..... wee.....

i watched dragonball on shanghai tv. so retro.

2007-04-16T12:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

mervin has official touched down in Shang - HAI and now working in the auzzie company of Hassell. ok loads of things happen like me Yuze and me almost got con by some damn cheena fucker. of course with the man around (ME) we manage to run away from him. Ha!

oh the the apartment was kinda small and dirty, but we manage to clear it up. bought loads of dvd which are so damn cheap from our house downstairs. and made friends with the boss of that shop.

anyway life is kinda messy around here. i gotta fight my way through cheena forest in the mrt just to get in and out of the train. the cold is not making everything bearable anyway. occasionaly u get some kids running around shouting

hey hey my balls

in chinese. the water here stinks also. so in the end we gotta buy like 2 bottles of mineral water to survive for the first week. but the bottles are huge i tell you. HUGE!

people in hassell are nice. friendly. cockster. and damn slack. they finish their work so damn fast and go around bullying those haven't. imagine you get a bunch of cheena english speaking guys behind you sayin

lets go eat and leave the slow singaporean here. ha ha ha

i think i wanna kill them someday. but they're nice.

so its just another day going on and on and on........

ps. no pictures yet. i'm lazy to wait for it to upload.

2007-04-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

SORRY
FOR
THE
S_OOOOOO
LONG
UPDATE.

well i'm going off to china land shanghai with a couple of friendly asses

yuze xueni lois

and off we go.

we'll be back after 2 months so if anything crops up. feel free to give us a call. ^^

and mos was fun.too bad drea wasn't able to go. i would LOVEEEEE to see her high.

HA!!!

2007-01-25T08:52:00.000+08:00

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

its been like god knows how long since i last blog. sorry mates. career come first. anyway i enjoyed doing like 3d. but not everyday. now i'm practically working on my 3d every hour. no rest. not so much of a good sleep.

oh and open just past. not so bad. kinda more ppl then last year. alot of ppl are like interested in my course. so sudden. i have totally no idea. haha. looks like i gotta be the best to at least sercure a job. oh the open house venue for each course are joint so vsc and iad are in one room. because of this my mates gotta paint the wall and floor and ceiling at the corridor. for watever reasons ingrid wans. anyway it turned out nice. haha. better then i thought except teh damn floor. everyone keep dirtying it. so irratating. and they didn't use my idea of pvc sheets. too expensive? lol the school got like loads of them at the material room. DON"T LIE. i saw it. like 1178917238947128937123719 of them.

hock is still as dumb as ever. but his paint mixing skills damn good la. gotta admit it. damn hockalajiao.

lame

2007-01-08T02:28:00.000+08:00

slow in progress...

its a common thing for someone to procrastinate. may it be work or meetings. sometimes we just want to delay it. it can be we are too tired to do it. or we're are just plain lazy. lets just face it. everyone will just put off the later and annouce that we are too tired. but are we 100% sure that because we are tired. we delay in completing task which are set for us? nah. most of the time. i don't think we are tired. more of the "we are plain lazy but lets just call it, tired" thingy. lets take doing up a proper portfolio for instance. i really never thought of "portfolio" this word when i step into my course. after 1 and a half years into the school. i realised that i need to finish up something call portfolio. which exculsively include what my "best" works are and it gotta be related to what i'm studying. seriously. i was struck immediately. what i do for the past 1 and a half years was not kept in a proper conditions. not that i mean its dusty or falling apart. its the information that keep within my harddrive. its in disarray and unsorted. i realise i gotta do something about it so i went extracting my best works for the portfolio. and so its doing the portfolio next. but thats when i started to feel i'm procrastinating things. 2 days into the weekend i have not started on it. neither have i given much thought.

i'm not like some of my mates. working hard on their work and vying to get the top place. i'm a too laid back person. prefer to fantasize then realise. maybe i find it easiler. or maybe i just need someone to give me a boost. and that leads to my next topic which so far. only few knows. i just hope things goes more smoothly. and of course. stop procrastinating my work.

about time.

cheers.

2007-01-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

and the old year pass without freezing

and so 2006 passby and we welcome 2007 in the same way as we do for 2006. but whats in stall for me in 2007? i gotta make a guess. somethings are already been confirm but some are still in doubts. maybe history of the past year may give me some outlook of the future.

just wat happen in 2006

start 2006 by having stomachache after eating
busying preparing for project 1
had the first serious presentation
bought my first decent shirt
made new friends and sadly forgotten some
additional cousins and nieces to my family
trip to malacca
telling deon she is damn short
involve in the sanur team design (MUTE_IA)
learn to draw good perspective
wonderful block teaching came alive
start of project 2
everyone got really serious
made even more new friends
got close to some of my old friends
start of the cold war against mr mouse
more things happen that i donno
play in smu band
mades friends that i don't even know
got trumatized by the mac's mad man
drinking celebrations
end of 2006

i think there are more but i forgot. its just me that i can't remember all the good times and bad times of the year.

although its already 2007. i wanted to write these like 3 4 days ago. just too lazy to update. sry!

2006-12-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

and the days go wet wet wet

after so many days at camp. i'm totally shagged. ok its just 3 days only. its so fun playing with sajc. and shen was like. wasted sia. no good looking gals.

paolo's hostel is damn nice man. its like super cosy. with the bed on top of the study table. kind like the double bed system. and with the air con and all. its like the first class hostel. so much better then st pats one. haha.

oh did i forgot to say. smu's new band room is so damn nice. like a pent house. er its a pent house of smu btw so. yeah haha. its nice. with super wide view of like ps and cathay. its so huge also. gods. smu IS rich. afterall they are suppose to be the most fun uni in singapore and most well funded.

oh i made a new fren today. his name is call mr pizza delivery man. super free. he and his nonsense. we're like talking for 1 hr at the lift lobby and i did not order any pizza. haha. he is sure damn free.

the new ikea is big. way too big. i'm gonna go shopping there one day for my new room. ^^

i wanna be the saucepan man...

2006-12-21T03:21:00.000+08:00

its band camp at smu.

i won't see you peeps for 3 days!!!

oh yeah christmas dinner on sat. if i can come i will. gods knows what time i will be free from torture.

oh and merry christmas all.

happy dinning with sxxxxe - syafiq.

and kennth you're gay.

just a reminder for those iad ljs

*
han river bbq resturant
east point mall
simei
130 - 330 (lunch time)
bring your student passes for some free thingy shit

2006-12-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

feeling - christmas mood
listening to - kings of lounge
artist - various

i'm in the christmas mood now. and i'm am soooo looking forward to christmas dinner. how i wish there's snow in singapore. oh well. at least the rain is so damn heavy.

oh and do ou wanna have christmas dinner with me. just 2 of us. yeah.

lastly. happy x'mas to all. i'm off to camp soon.

lalalalalala~

2006-12-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

feeling - bored
listening to - served chilled
artist - hed kandi

i wonder why do i always get this type of dreams. maybe it will be a reality one day? maybe

i think working is boring. especially do things that are boring. at least it makes my brain works. rather then letting it rust at home.

someone went for the exculsive yacht party. i'm jealous. haha. ok quite. i think i will take time off and go to hed kandi bar. any takers?

2006-11-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

i'm so damn lazy to upload the pics. so i just put most into a 8 x 8 frame.

love drinking session especially when people get drunk.

haha!

2006-11-19T14:38:00.000+08:00

feeling - damn hungry
listening to -bones
artist - the killers

i want a girl with lips like morphine

i'm still in love with so and so. haha. weird. all started with just one piece of stupid uniform. anyway its boring for the past few days in school. unless you count the usual gaying/cs/dota/autocad/mambo nights/pillow fight/pocky arguement/sleeping/shoulting/fighting/hockalanjiao owanage, everything's pretty much the same.

i'm going to celebrate god knows how many birthday later, at some bar and dine resturant. always wanted to go there. looks nice from istana. hear its a new concept dine anyway. ^^

upload pics tonight if i get the chance. hope i don't tired myself, gotta complete my section drawings.

arggg. i hate detailing work. damn i have to beat yuze. his sooooo damn fast la. haha.

2006-11-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

i think cuban dance is damn cool.

sexy huh?.

anyway i'll update more tonight or tml. depends on whether am i sleeping early.

2006-11-02T02:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes i'm rally damn bored

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.
You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing
Psychology
Desgin
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography

What Should You Major In?

haha i got into the right career after all.

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

am i? i'll never know

Your Kissing Purity Score: 17% Pure

For you, it's all kiss and no talk.

You're in a permanent lip lock.

Kissing Purity Test

trust me. i don't do that always.

You Should Rule Venus

Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds.

You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself.
Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others.

While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic.
You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself.

What Planet Should You Rule?

haha i rather liek to rule my own little planet. especially venus. the goddess of fertility? i think. anyway. its a GODDESS

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

i donno about this.

well end

i just love studio nap time.

2006-11-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

this is wat happpen when everyone is damn bored in class.

the new retail central of IAD

totally boredom

will update later*

2006-10-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

feeling - extremely irratated by the surrounding mosquitoes
listening to - the black parade
artist - my chemical romance

you will be my saviour

with words that comfort me

silently staying beside me all along

like the the phantom of the opera

its the start of a new semester in school and i'm not really looking forward to it, except having lunch and fun with my best frens. which are my course mates.unsually, i always thought my mates are kinda stuck up, but now, i'm wrong. fun people i say they are. really. all the fun we had, the jokes we share, it just make school more tolerable and memorable.

i'm getting old and my bones are really stiffing up. i need to get a cca. canoe polo will always be my choice. still. designer's life is always full of the words "NO TIME, CAN'T, GOTTA FINISH MY WORK". sometimes i felt so left out, why did i get my self into this shit. no time to be with my other friends. everyday just doing work. don't even have time to join a proper sporty cca. but i'm not regretful. at least this is what i want. what i love. and what i would like to be in my later life. provided i don't die young.

to everyone sitting around my table. NO i and **** are not together. we are best friends. of course unless you are jealous thaat we are close.

gossips do happen in studio and sometimes i will be the target of attack. but no matter how much grenades gossipman throw onto me. i can always deflect it away.

i have no idea what to blog about. this is just to prevent my blog becoming a dead one. seriously.

2006-10-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

this is so cool.

i'll update later tonight

2006-10-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

pleats please
pleats it please

how can i forget to thank my friends for that night of dancing and redbull with vodka. although hate the mervo theme song. it still fun though.

i need something to release my stress.
a thing?
a person?
a cheque?
a hooby?
a gathering?

i think retail classes are getting draggy. at least i'm trying to finish up the models. and yeah. i'm fighting against another issey miyake in retail class. APOC.

a
piece
of
cloth

against

pleats
pleast

2006-10-15T02:42:00.000+08:00

feeling - busy doing my work
listening to - infa-red
artist - placebo

just smile

being real busy the past week. so much things to do with so little time. sounds so cliche. but its true. the world just dosen't allow 25 hours to exist. even it does. i'm sure there's not enough time still. man. time management is A probelm to me. i can't finish my work a day before submission. always rushing on the day itself. when its done. i'll be piss. when it's not. i;ll still be piss. watever it is. my time management is really way down to the drain.

sometimes its really weird when the same dream happens again and again every night. lucky for me. its a good dream so i practically enjoy it every night. but its just too weird. it seems to be telling me something. yet it just dosen't get straight to the point. mayhbe i just gotta slp more. and talking about sleeping. i haven't been getting really nice sleep lest for yesterday. at least i get to rest.

recently. i had a really close friend. telling me that (he/she) went to a party a few days ago. got drunk and ended up on someone's bed the next day. suprisingly is that of (he/she) best friend. both of them can't remember what had happen but decided not to talk about it again. well. my friend is like telling me how he can't forget about the other party and all that jazz. its sounds like an adaptation from a tv series but come to think of it. such things maybe true. its kinda cool to end up on someone's bed provided it someone you know. not some digusting stranger.

and too myself. don't work so hard and forget what is sleeping.

2006-10-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

i wan a issey miyake perfume for my birthday

its cool i can update on a daily basis

i think i'm still not in a 'chiongster' mood for my work

well i'm a lazy ass.

oh can i add a crumpler bag also? ^^

yeah yeah i just check my results. not so bad. at least its better then last sem ^^

2006-10-03T08:31:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dee

happy birthday colin

happy birthday to me

school's fun but i'm the only non-vscian in the class. sad

2006-10-02T08:27:00.000+08:00

feeling - fine
listening to - face down
artist - the red jumpsuit apparatus

in life there are time where u feel like everything is just too good to be true. and suddenly everything just backfired. well i gotta just say its life. things are still going well for me except for not getting enough sleep. stress on certain long and draggy project. but its completed finally.

school's starting today. my first class with my pg. ha. kinetic typography class. i totally have no interest in typography. i don't even understand why did i go and choose this module. kinda wasting my time.

i'm looking forward to retail design class. i heard its damn slack. i wanna slack. working like a dog for the past few months made me tired. i just wanna sleep. yeah sleep. talking about not sleep since saturday.

i got this from one of the mac labs in school. its nice. i'm a art theif. ^^ right fiq.

2006-09-26T02:09:00.000+08:00

anyone up for chocs?

i think its great when u're doing work in the middle of the night

SWEAR

2006-09-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

feeling - totally delighted
listening to - dani california
artist - red hot chili peppers

he gave me a chance

thats damn cool

but will the paper give me a chance

gotta see that for myself

gods ts been so long since i updated. cause of several reason. submission. submission. and more submission. and even more submission. damn. being a good loving design school student in a block teaching is so fucking tough. lucky i'm not working sia. i wonder how some ppl who are working can cope up man. saddness. totally fail attempt.

so here i am updating nonsense again as usual

1. just finish phil youth concert. it was ok. not so bad. ha i'm still determine to get into winds. wish i'm not in design. then my music life will change drastically.

2. i hope hilmi pass this promos man. if he dosen't. i'm gonna kill him. SWEAR.

3. i think there's like gossip going on in school man. i think someone is involve in some triangle relationship. HA. i'm gonna jsut find out who.

4. i think mr mouse can go and suck cock and die. i swear it dosen't know the difference between a cold laugh and a laugh. DUMBO.

5. i pity eunice and dee. their hair stink up the school. LOL. i think emma's trashbin is nice. ^^

6. gods. i forgot what happen already. except i know my submission for landscape was kinda funny. 5 ppl helping me to carry my prints. ha to show 360 degrees of exposure to landscape. gods. so fun. was like a class activity and everyone are like wha woo whee whoa. hahahahahaha so fun.

ps. ic an't update all my photos for some reason. sob.
pss. gods now i can't put colorful words also. there goes my colorful life. GODS

2006-09-11T01:18:00.000+08:00

heritage tour

RARRR!!!!!

2006-09-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

feeling - totally frenzied
listening to - the suffering
artist - billy talent

u gave me the same dream again

and again

and again

why?

you just wan to fool around with my emotions

or you really want me.

gods. i'm totally stressed with landscape photography. sanur. pcomdi. damn shit. for the past few days i have been thinking. what if i just run away from school. run away from my family. run away from everyone. hmm. thats nice but then. truthfully i will face the terror of the society. its wrath and anger. its gonna attack my financial status first. i don't have enough money to survive at least a day. i swear. next its gonna devour my life. cause i gotta work. but i don't have a cert. maybe a O level? but its dosen't get me anywhere. gods. there's like loads of shit i thought of then come again. why must i add to the burden i already have. yeah so wth man. anyway i thing the thing is really damn wat. MEIYAN la. book me for 2008 jan. omg its like another 2 years la. super uber DOTS. swear. but then i make sure i'm free. HA! her 21st birthday. damn cool la.

went out with yuze today to get some shit done at vch. too bad its close so we went to slack at the esplanade. other then a FREAKING big group of guys and gals congested at the waterfront. and the little boy who got scare cause i say i'm gonna groom my child to be a musician. nothing really much happen. unless u counted the part i miss my MISS SAJC tennis player. GODS.

2006-09-05T10:09:00.000+08:00

so the happy mervin and his all so friendly and loyal ca me ro ra went for a day at jalan bersah. HA! just so freaking near my house la. ok that was so like a week ago. and OMG OMG OMG. i'm stuck at pcomdi class now la. with lois keep saying.

HI I'M LOIS FROM TEMASEK DESIGN SCHOOL

cheersy cheers. love love ^^

2006-09-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

feeling - disoriented
listening to - invincible
artist - crossfade

you look great in my dreams

you look great in reality

but you look even better

in my fantasy

these few days is weird. seriously weird. got the same dream for straight 3 days. and its always the same scene. OMG. wth sia. ha! i few sad and happy at the same time. anyway. saw a few cgs and made frens with some cgs and pgs. so weird.

totally emo-ed for the past few days. donno man. suddenly i turned to emo songs. for some reason. its better then my electronica music. hilmi was like telling me listenig to emo songs are expression of one's feelings at this point. which is expression of anger and hatred and sorrow at this moment. gods. i don't think i'm like that la. haha! so funny. anyway i'm like listening to more alternative now. for some stupid reason. so fun. ^^

oh and the dream. some guy told me before. dreams are when one have things that are unresolved in the day. LOL. totally off la. the dream i have now is like super random. ahahahahahahaha. DEON HOW CAN IT BE LIKE THIS. oh shit. anyway. seriously i don't mind ^^. right FIQ.

guess wat. in just 5 mins. i spent like 80 bucks on something i shouldn't buy. like wth sia. cause i was like so into looking at the thing. i just bought it without thinking of its practicality. totally just dumb mervin. yeah dumb bitch.

anyway HAPPY TEACHERS DAY and HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUGGI MAT

just something for everyone.

ps. sry C. another day of you again.
pss. gwen u bitch. i wanna know YOUR bitch. ^^

2006-09-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

mervin is currently snooping around the studio. while typing out his blog.

stinking mervin.

ha!

actually i love the adm gals.

sexayyyyyy.

nods.

and yes yuze loves mambo night songs.

to bad fiq cleaning up the studio or maybe he can teach us some dance move.

haha.

deon u stink. ur place is sooooooo messy.

love mervin!

2006-08-22T14:29:00.000+08:00

feeling - totally shag to the point i wanna die
listening to - killing time
artist - the observatory

everytime i wan to touch ur hands

everytime i wan to just feel your lips

u would always tell me

later

yesterday was one hell of s shit submission. and yeah. cdi with perry. HA!. the client was pretty musch in a gd mood. i think. he was like. yeah i like the idea. nice nice. haha. coooooooooooool. anyway. i went to have some dinner with my course mates. damn fun la i tell you.

I'M SO LOVING MY COURSE MATES

^^

too bad i only got my camera out after everyone left for home. cause i was laughing like a mad dick laaaaaa. throughout the whole fucking dinner.

GODS

oh and i'm in school now la. ^^

2006-08-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

feeling - sick
listening to - bring back to me
artist - full metal alchemist ost

you look the same to me

from the back

from the front

from the sides

but i wish look at you more

from your heart

its so damn quiet la. at night. i swear. for some reason when i get my working load of my back. FINALLY. thank god. the night suddenly became still and slient. wth. lol. random la. anyway its been like so freaking long since i blog. all thanks to BLOCK TEACHING. i'm so in love with it la. every passing day make me fall deeper in loving block teaching. to the point i got a fever because of it. ^^. anyway. i went to padang to watch FREE damn movie with madeni jeremy and hilmi. it was like DAMN COLD LA. haha. and u know. everyone are like watching the movie. and i'm on my mac. doing my work in the middle of the bloody field. eating apple caramel chips. ^^ hilmi's favourite. and yeah I'M LIKE APPRECIATING THE DAMN FOOD. its nice anyway. seriously. then x men 3 went on screen. and i was like ok. no work. i wanna watch the movie. then just nice. HA! i saw 2 cg walk past me. damn gay i tell u. but yeah. CG!!!!! oh then i saw alot of PGS. i tell u PGS. haha. seriously at raffles city. i swear. wat a day. and yeah. while watching x men 3 and chewing down some chips hilmi forced me to eat. i got fever. damn....... and yeah i was like fucking shag. walked all the way home. i didn't check how high was my temperature but i think i know its kinda high. its been damn long since i felt that hot all over my body. and cold at the same time.

anyway. today. i went for some printing of my poster. i swear the guyw as like damn pissed la. suddenly so many people call him to ask about a1 printing. yuze and me was like confirm iad one. haha. HOW TRUE. its liek every turn we saw iad ppl walking to the shop. haha. lucky we went early. as i say yuze. better be early or get fucked. ^^. oh the met up with fiq and xinni to do sanur shit. damn boring i tell u. stupid sanur. conversation was on about the glass panels and all. suddenly the topic just shifted to sex and masterbuation and all. haha. thats wat u get when doing a boring project. anyway. still feeling sick and running a fever...... so i'm gonna sign out.

oh and i was a taka. i saw my gf, seriously.

she's hot

ps. THANKS GWEN. love love. u took my score. i was like having a bad memory day la.
pss. i'm so in love with green suddenly. haha cause of damn deedee and my green copic marker.
psss. GREEN BRACES. ^^

2006-08-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

u know. sometimes. FIREWORKS are kinda fun. if u're so bored and constrained within a small enclosure for the whole day.

just a little something for my birthday bitch.

^^

2006-08-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

feeling - hungry
listening to - casa flava
artist - de moma de

i remember your voice

i remember your face

i remember your touch

but i cannot remember our

kiss

i'm totally screwed. threw my keyboard out of the bloody window at like 3 am in the morning la. made hell lot of noise. things that causes my outrage of temper. model and random thought. anyway. leaving that behind. concentration on my final model and presetation board requires my full heart and soul.

havoc at the studio as usual. i feel damn sad for huang. he like totally screwed this pin up. gods. and rushing of models from the studio to the design space cause many things to get stolen. i wonder how and why. I FOUND MY METAL RULER. thanks to my intelligent friend yuze. who ask me to pack my bag. ahha. i know. linkless.

deon and ingrid are always flirting with each other at the lvl 6 studio. kinda abit. YUCKS. lol. anyway fireworks was nice. could see it from my room. and gwen. dee. eunice. i'm so damn sure u all are so freaking jealous cause i saw my eye candy today and u all didn't get to see. ^^ CHEERS.

5 things that made me a singaporean. damn good one.

- i'm not a singaporean but i got a pink i/c.

- vocabs are strictly constricted to various words. eg. fuck. cheebye. la. lor. meh. ha. diam. pekchek. babi butoh. mokekau pisang. wha lan. balls.

- drinks only coffee shop teh kao.

- goes to school at 7 every morning and only come home after 11.

- talk big but no action.

2006-08-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

SINGAPORE

u cheeky little bitch

thanks to you i got st pats and temesek design school to pass my time. ^^.

2006-08-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

feeling - super high and hots
listening to - until the end of time
artist - sarah brightman

slow walks with you nv been so

inspiring

loving

depressing

touching

today is SAJC concert with SAS and the pedos. LOL. SAS JUNIORS. haha. damn cool. tell you. i saw ppl who i didn't expected to see. meiyan. deedee. her damn dao and NOTS paxton. constance. and many more. i also forgot. haha. I SAW MY NEIGHBOUR. lol on the stairs up the hall. i was like. OMG. its u. ahah. i'm so gonna talk about it with him the next time i see him in the lift. the concert. well. was kinda cool. after all. its SAINTS. what can u expect more from the SAINTS. then. i met hilmi and qazz and company. which i don't know. i was like HI. HI. HI. and so on. eh. i forgot their names but i know. there one gal who's in design sch also. tp. adm. eh ceclia selina i donno NO IDEA. well haha. my memory sucks. and anyway. ITS SO COOL LA. the world is so damn small. oh and shen told me something damn interesting about 2 ppl. and hilmi told me these 3 person are damn *******************************. up to U all to decide. ^^

tml is working day again. must rush my damn model out for the queen of shit.

TOTALLY.

ps. deedee i'm so gonna bitch abt pax.
pss. deon. wasted.
psss. gwen is so bitching on my msn now la.

2006-07-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

feeling - happy and sad
listening too - last good day of the year
artist - cousteau

to watch a movie with you. i will have to give up my work.
to hold your hand. i will have to give up my movie.
to kiss you. i will have to give up my hand.
and to love you. i will have to give my life to you.

today was a weird day. even weirder to start with. suppose to go for breakfast at bugis with fiq. end up. both of us meet in school cause we were too tired to wake up. and even weirder. i saw aaron in studio. that funny. haha. i thought he always take a break on saturday and sunday. usual workload today. sketching blah blah. useless. but then. i went to waych movie with my friend. HAHA. thats cool. after so long. finally. i get to walk around town. the movie we watch was the lake house. kinda touching. even better. the story is about a architect and a doctor. so. HAHA its my kinda show. so cool i tell you. i learn quite abit from that show and i'm so gonna apply it on my project 2 b la.

GODS I'M TOTALLY ADDICTED TO PROJECT 2 B.

WTF

gay pink.

2006-07-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

feeling - chirpy happy tired
listening to - it's a beautiful day
artist - sarah brightman

essentials are what make man smart

and essentials are what make them strong

only essentials are important and nothing else

essentials, its not just a word

finally its the bloody end of the week. thi sweek is likke a damn long one la. rushing for projects. not sleeping enough (MAXIMUM 4 hrs A DAY). no uhu glue. no concept. no sketches. no time. no NOTHING. wth. damn lucky if i'm still alive la. anyway. withing all this hectics and chaos. there's like some weird and funny things happen. things like disapperance of rulers. trying to say each other's models damn nice but actually everyone sucks. hock almost got master lock but failed. ppl's face got whack due to the heat. and the rise of the SEX GURU. haha. other then that. mnost of the time is just work work work work work work work. gods.

been staying in the studio all the time so. chances of seeing all my cgs and pgs around are like 0. but still i saw one yesterday. in my studio. ^^. and yeah. I NEED TO RELAX. shit. waiting for my confirmation of call from the ONE. then i can go and watch my potc. after like how long. god knows.

needa slp. so yeah. gonna rest abit. and I'M STILL IN STUDIO LA. everyone's like gone and i'm waiting for fikq aaron and minyu. nonsense. their classes are RUBBISH.

cheers.

2006-07-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

feeling - tired and full of headache
listening to - the song
artist - kirpi

its never form follows function

it has been function follows form

gods. it had been a bloody shit week. although block 4 had started. i'm still doing bloody p2b. wtf sia. haha its gonna be 4 hell of a hectic week this block. anyway i'm like visualising how busy i'm gonna get la. and don't forget. HOW BLOODY STRESSFUL. anyway i'm like typing this in front of rachna. HAHA. DAMN HER AND HER ACCENTS. lol. its kinda irratating. lucky i'm not in her class ^^. anyway aida brief me in the morning. so i will not listen to the whole crap p2b thingy shit requirements again.....

oh i saw a cg today. haha damn cool. the hair's nice. didn't get to see the face though. so sad. but i'm so bloody sure i'm gonna see the cg again. haha cause i can predict the furture.plus the HAIR. ^^

deon is like beside me. donno do waqt shit. i think she's like thinking to much about ingrid. haha. GRIDY. anyway shirs class is beside mine. eunice and deedee class is somewhere around. ^^. BORING

2006-07-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

i will post at 10 plus am later. too tired.

and i change my blog layout. ^^

happy colors. except for the gay pink.

i know who likes gay pink.

mr MS.

who happens to like miss S the pornstar and took her pic secretly and mr/miss diva or is it ridawan.

^^

2006-07-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

i love SAINT ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE and ANGLO CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE.

2006-07-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

feeling - excited
listening to - nothing
artist - no one

sajc and acjc are my favourite schools

because of the people inside

because of the uniforms they wear

because of the fun they have

but now i hate sajc school

just the school compound only

cause i got lost inside.

p2a is finally over. and i;m still in love with BT. like totally. next step is my p2b which i heard is SOHO. so cool laaaaaaa. ^^. anyway the past few days are crap. its like tuesday to thursday are the same. work work work. then. friday come. submission over. and i went to sas for band prac with smu. COOL. haha. damn shit. i got lost in sajc. and all the while i think its sas. haha. thx to the school for not putting a big SAINT ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE at the foyre. -_-".

and saturday come. went to sas for sectionals. yeah smu again. and I DIDN'T GOT LOST. haha. knew where to go already. saw like loads of cgs around. and some pg. from the jc side. cool. haha. but nothing really happen throughout the whole day. interesting things. so yeah. i see wat happens at gwen birthday havoc today. and yeah. bless me today for my competition. remeber we are not playing to win. we are playing to kick ass. ^^

ps. eh i need donations from everyone to get myself a psp.

2006-07-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

feeling - grouchy
listening too - minas morgul
artist - howard shore

dreams are neither reality

nor fantasy

its just a transition

between both worlds

sorry guys. haven't been updating due to number of reasons.

- block teaching
- workload
- project 2
- other ppl's business
- overloading of chocs

yeah. this week had been really fun. i think i'm going crazy for saying this but. PROJECT 2 RULES IN BLOCK TEACHING. haha. sure. i think everyone agrees with me. RIGHT. ahah. haven't been going out unless u counted yesterday's trip to art friend as one. tell you. orchard art friend sucks big time ok. especially this old ugly digusting useless hag. i fiq yuting deon and yuze are like checking out the copic markers. and that old hag thinks that we are gonna steal those markers. keep looking at us. wha. i feel like digging her eyes out. not like her eyes are damn nice la. keep staring.

life at studio goes on. very BEAUTIFULLY i say. gods. thanks to my love of chocs. i made like hell lot of shit load troubles. -_-". gods. anyway. i think studio is damn fun laaaaa. like so many things happen in one week. IN STUDIO. red haired gal. although i wasn't there to scare her. but yeah. then the worshipping of the chair. the chillout space where lois table is stripped off WITHOUT hesitation. red haired gal and martini walking ard like a raving lunatic. SO IS SHIRS. and my cg from the side not the front. everyone disagree with me. why?????? :(. and some eye candies from somewhere around the school who came into the studio like for mins??? ^^. loads of stuff happening.

and i just came back from supper at like 2 30 and i started writting this blog at 11 plus pm. i stopped half way. GAMING. as usual. u all know me.

damn. i need some stuff to keep me going for another week. maybe some more chocs? or the indo chicken rice. ^^. GRILLED STYLE.

my wishlist for presents still stand firm.

ps. nothing to write HAHA

2006-07-03T08:36:00.000+08:00

feeling - hyper. SUPEAR HYPER
listening to - laurence d'arabie
artist - ritchie lawrence

primary schools have children's day
secondary schools have youth's day
junior college have youth's day too
polytechnic have
"FIRST DAY OF THE WEEK STRESS" day

gods i can't update my blog for the past few days. so yeah. i'm now writing from the comfy of my studio. in school. at 0830 hrs. sitting on serene's chair. ^^. totally felt rejuvenate after 2 days of rest. and getting ready to continue the FATIGUEING block system week. totally INSANE. ^^

ok i completed quite a number of stuff last week. totally a ACHEIVEMENT for me. HAHA.

1. i quit drinking 4 cups of milk tea everyday
2. saved enough money to pay funds
3. went to the science centre
4. made friends with EUNICE. the CHOC provider. ^^
5. completed first week of PROJECT 2
6. found the friendster profile of my friend's friend who is together with my other friend's friend. INTERESTING

science centre was fun. TOTALLY. i had fun with those kiddie interactive thingy especially the face imposing machine. i was likke some raving mad kid with a bag on my back. making weird faces at a piece of damn mirror. how weird is that. made friends with some kids. tring to guess the sound of different animal. it like every guess was wrong la. -_-". oh and i saw my cg. some young kid with nice hair and braces. ^^. dosen't look local to me. (^^)2

made friends with dee dee martini's bestie. eunice the red hair gal. NICE HAIR. and i'm serious. reminds me of chocs with jam topping. eh just eunice isn't A black.

no offence ^^

yeah so i receive like chocs from her every day. that wat she says. and hear them whine and argue over who holds me on which days. girls...... don't understand the meaning of sharing. HA HA HA.

so thats the end of my lengthy useless dumb post.
I UPDATED SHIRS
enjoy!

ps. i made my new wishlist and i'm like in love with it la~
1. i wan that sleek nice shoes from ck tangs top level
2. issay miyake perfume
3. a big fish tank
4. get braces for myself
pss. i wanna date u out this saturday dee. LOL

2006-06-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

feeling - extremely tired and unfocused
listening to - whatsoever things
artist - mark camphouse

new block

new ideas

new stress

new workload

same lecturers

what a boring block

dots dots dots

i'm so totally in love with BLOCK TEACHING

2006-06-24T02:25:00.000+08:00

the feeling that u cry out for

the feeling that follows everywhere

the feeling that strikes deep into your nerves

everyday

everytime

every moment

- my feet hurts -

thats what u will say after 15 mins of walking.

trust me

that how most kids reacts nowadays.

2006-06-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

feeling - extremely down
listening to - buddha bar
artist - buddha bar guy

err.
thats what we say always.
err.
its like a revolutionary starting speech.

first day of weird week. complete without much distration. ^^. my LESBO illustration is done. haha. got a weird dream today. i dreamt about some asshole. bought 2 fishies. one is yellow another is navy blue. put it in my fish tank. what happen next was that the yellow it up my gold fishes. and the blue eat up the yellow. weird. so. weird. and it so happens that i was sleeping in the studio. with the fish tank not so far away. deony had her weird dream also. toliet bowls everywhere. i think she just need to pee. amazing she didn't wet herself. miracle or just is just lying about wanting to pee. u decide.

as usual
the COCK session commends
and as usual
everyone seems to be off their bonkers.

accomplished one mission. i drank only a dollar worth of tea today.
I"M SO PROUD OF MYSELF ^^

2006-06-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

feeling - very very good ^^
listening to - dreams
artist - the corrs

with all the advice i give out.
i feel that i'm like a love guru.
the only thing i'm lack of.
is to experience love itself.

have been REAL busy the past few days. settling dead fishies. redrawing my illustration. trying to fix my internet. got bombard by maths questions that made me nervous by hilmi. going to the airport with yuze and deony. gods. its sunday and I still can't RELAX.

a few things i need to remember for the next week.

- complete my lesbian illustration.
- go to the fabric printing room
- get a real close up look on all my CGS and PGS in school.
- ask dee for a hand. no ring. (sry dee ^^)
- try to get a license for P.I
- cut down on my DIABETES tea intake. which cost me 2 dollars almost every other day. (4 cups)
- watch da vinci code. -_-" its your fault deony. u don't wan to watch with me and went to watch we ********* INSTEAD.
- complete the work which puts me into slavery for gridyin and prissssses.
- try to finish the week without dying of hunger.

i think lesbo are hots. especially 2 hot girls. with BRACES and HOT LEGS. ^^

ps. dee sry u're not included in the above category cause u have neither.
pss. shirs shut up.
psss. deony go and die.
pssss. if anyone have handsome, rich, hot dads. or know any. pls introduce him to me so i can introduce them to Mr H. or Mr I. whichever u wanna call him. he is sooooo into such stuff now.

WHAHAH i'm so in love with useless rantings.

enjoy!

2006-06-16T03:09:00.000+08:00

sad.

one of my goldfish died.

some problems arise somewhere.

no ghost sighthing.

i'm kinda tired.

anyway.

M (R) 25 is going very fine.

needa do some minor adjustment before the print.

^^.

2006-06-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

i'm so totally hate blooger.

i wrote the whole thing.

and i can't publish.

and i was forced to refresh.

and all is gone.

damnit.

i'm only gonna blog about today. wat happent he last few days. just ask me. damn BLOGGER.

in point form. i'm so freaking lazy now la.

- went lunch with DEEDEE and DEONY.
- ate XIAO LONG BAO.
- DEE dirtied the whole table with tissues.
- i almost puked
- deony complaint about not finishing her dumplings.
- she really didn't finish.
- talking shit the whole day at crystal jade.
- the customers at the side laugh damn loud when dee say she FAIL her CHINESE at pri school. i'm so happy!
- went to watch movie at cathay.
- finish corn cup like in 5 mins.
- no money for pop corn
- DEEDEE paid for popy
- i'm so freaking HAPPY LA
- promised a promise that i will never keep.
- told them i'll treat them to seoul garden
- watch RV
- nice family show.
- some asshole from weeky 8 or 8 week. give 2 star for it
- i think he HATES family shows.
- went back after that.
- mama call all of us to go back.
- had msn talking with deony shirs dee sharon SEPERATELY.
- i hate deony now.
- cause she make my crushy cry.
- maybe not cry. sad?
- i hope the ghost come and FIND her again.

ps. shirs i know who like u. ^^. and i know u wan to hear about it.
pss. dee someone like u also. HAHA and u know about it.
psss. if you all have and hot handsome fathers with money or know one. introduce to me cause mr. H wans to have a sugar daddy. ok its mr. I

enjoy.

i love muti colored CGS PGS. especially the white at B&J.

2006-06-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

feeling - relaxed and tired and totally on sky high
listening to - sounds of ibiza
artist - no idea

braces just dosen't click with hot legs.
why?
cause almost every hot braces wearer dosen't own a pair of hot steamy legs.
and almost every hot steamy legs' owner dosen't wear braces.

i have a crush and her name is DEE DEE MARINI. lol. why do i have a crush on her? cause she's HOT. she have HOT LEGS. but no braces. sad. she's a HAPPY girl and a EMO one at the same time. she makes FUN of people but got INSULTED anyway. she likes to WHINE alot but that makes her cute. at the same time. DIGUSTING. WHAHAHAHAH. dee here's wat i promised 2 days ago.

a short paragraphy on my dear crush. DEE DEE MARINI.

and 99% of the stuff written are not true. ^^

ok today is a damn rushing day. damn busy. first met S and Y at market for a quick breakfast. visit singapore art museum for some model fun. met my lecturers. met deony and she's late again. but too lazy to bitch about being in time to her AGAIN. its like the 1283126482713482347189273891268137th time already la. rush down to shenton way for some money earning thingy. met hilmi madeni alan nick at cathay. did some stupid stuff. went for SMU for some damn tiring prac. gods. damn rush ok. gotta be at the destination within 10 mins in leaving the intial destination. nonsense.

was eating idian rojak this morning. MY GOD. its like 2374236487236476218713683626316912 years i didn't have that shit already. its so godly laaaaaaaa.

and now i'm goin to sleep.

ps. sorry shirs i cannot go. deony's the head. her fault.
pss. hilmi u stink cause u put too much hugo bossy. ^^
psss. dee i'm perfectly sincered in asking you to be my wife.
pssss. gridy in i'm giving her to you. i don't want.
psssss. dee u promised me a PICTURE

signing off.
just remember. i'm just a teenager.
enjoy!

2006-06-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

feeling - stress
listening to - almisghty's love
artist - telepopmusik

whatsoever things are this
whatsoever things are that
whatsoever things are pure
whatsoever things are good
whatsoever things are love
whatsoever things are friends
whatsoever things are free
whatsoever things are life

i'm currently stuck in between 3 people.

lets sum it up

A loves B

B loves A

B loves C

C loves B

C donno A

A donno C

A is jealous of C

C is jealous of A

so A and B are appealing to me now

i think C will come to me soon

i'm stress out with other people's life. why? cause i'm SO DAMN KPO. ^^.

went out with A D Y S. traffic jam. totally damn pissed. we were like WTF la. then on the bus. we all are like changing our destination. so damn flicker minded la. -_-". had dinner at suntec. saw dee and her ugly uniform. haha. sry dee. u're TOTALLY not cute at all in that shit. miss shirs cause she's not in school. (actually i just wanna use her new laptop so i added this sentence). WHAHAHAH ok. Y and S and me are like so idea much people. sit at esplanade and talk hell lot of cock. REALLY LOTS. damn. ^^. i'm just lazy to blog now.........

legend - ^^
A = aini
D = deon
Y = yuze
S = syafiq

just for those who have no idea wat those intials are.

feel like slping. but i gotta practice drawing. ^^.

signing off.
just.
enjoy.

2006-06-05T09:16:00.000+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. [tagged by deony]

1. i have a damn bad fetish for braces and hot legs. regardless of sex. ^^

2. when i talk to people, most of the time i will look at their eyes and lick my lips. -_-"

3. i love to talk hell lot of shit. but hate people talking hell lot of shit.

4. i love cleaning fish tank every week.

5. i love eating fried rice but i hate fried food. (recently)

6.i drink italian coffee before i sleep. everyday. ^^

gods this is cool.

and yeah i'm done so.......

i'm gonna tag

1. ingrid
2. deeeeeeee
3. chris
4. sandy
5. and anyone who reads my blog

cheers!
i'm in school btw. so damn early laaaaaaa.

2006-06-05T02:54:00.000+08:00

its middle of the night and I'M not listening to anything.

ok a few things to say before i go to my golden fried rice land.

1. dee is so dumb. that she got 4.5 marks for my checklist and CLAIMS that she passed my test. ^^.

2. as i promised her. dee is so GOOD and lovely and dumb and totally insane and ugly. WHAHAHAH ^^

3. i took picture with jamie yeo and I'M so DAMN happy!!!!

4. she said hi to me through ingrid. WOOT!

5.i so love deon cause she helped me when i needed help yesterday. ^^

6. don't be jealous ingrid. ^^ let me just claim her for a day. PLSSSSSSSSSSSSS

7. i think braces are cute. but ingrid with braces = YUCKS

8. suntec was damn crowded today and i had to force my way through just to go to the toliet. gods.

9. fiq don't worry. we'll behind u all the way. not a the side. cause deon said so. dumbass shit pea brain.

10. i'm so gonna get a pair of shoes from PEDRO. so cool la.

ok i'm done. off to slp.

2006-06-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

feeling - damn tired
listening to - warmer climate
artist - snow patrol

braces and bike chains are fun
but i still prefer braces
cause u can lick it
^^

so fun. today we went filming. ok. its damn cock. we all went filming. syafiq me yuze deon aini and sharon/xueron. i donno which one. gods. i'm so bad at remembering people name's spelling.

i'm lazy to trype everything out so i'm gonna just do a sum up.

1.went to sharon/xueron house.
2.eat her fried rice and curry puff.
3.ride bikes to the destination.
4.deon's wheel burst.
5.she gotta carry it all the way to kampong. damn sad la.
6.i nv help.
7.i didn't offer her to ride on my bike. yes i'm EVIL.
8.syafiq and yuze having some gay fun.
9.they made me chase them around the carpark on bike. lame people. ^^
10.had the shooting and play some chicken feather.
11.fiq as usual. damn gay. kick the chapteh onto the roof.
12.spent 1 hr trying to get it down. ok around 45 mins. maybe half an hour?
13.security guard came for our interview. damn cool la.
14.he CLAIMS to be national champion for chapteh. and CLAIMS to be damn fit. one look and i say NO.
15.he talk hell lot of cock. everyone's like really cock up.
16.went to fix deon's bike. gay sia.
17.i and aini destory sharon/xueron's another bike.
18.spent money on fixing it. with deon's bike.
19.the bike shop uncle was like WTF. HOPELESS BASTARD.
20.the uncle charge us so mush and the job is not even completed. we all ahve to spend another hour trying to fix the chains ourselves.

thats all. really bad day. damn screw. really. the bikes. itself already sucks. now we rode the bikes. its sucks even more. damn sad la. i think i still prefer the gay bike. nicer and dosen't die halfway on the road.

fiq and yuze can be gay duo sia.

signing off.
just remmeber. i'm just a guy who rode on bikes and love braces.
enjoy!

2006-05-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

feeling - totally exhausted
listening to - chillout album
artist - cafe de mal

its shiny.
it makes people smile.
it makes people melt.
it makes people cute.
it makes me wana get one.
i'm so totally into braces.
love it.
feel it.
get it.

man. i'm totally beat for this week. FIRST BLOCK over and i'm almost exhausted from thw workload. still. its kinda fun cause i got excuse to stay in school for longer hours to talk cock. yeah nonsense. ^^. anyway. lets talk about my nonsense adventure since thursday.

thursday - i'm late for damn school. BLOODY DEONY nv call me wake up again. she overslept also. damn good la. rush down to school all. then do my work. whoa damn lucky i do my entec early. DSST was like shit la tell u. i still donno how to use POWERPOINT. DAMNIT! screw microsoft. damn damn damn.rush here there. there here. finally finihs the damn dsst la. pass it to KK. and his like. hmm. hmm. hmm. wha and i was like. ya. ya. ya. and he goes. OK LA!. gods. totally dumb conversation. besides that. he showed me this jap illustration cd. DAMN COOL LA. axonometrical jap illustration. damn nice. those old. she. WHA. and the music is NICE LA. KK say i won't like it. he thinks i'm a EMO KID. but I;M NOT. whahah DAMN. tell you. so fun that day. after all the submission we all sit in studio. talk cock. SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. and deony. bitch. i almost made her die. cont bitching about me being late all. till she took off and find INGRID. whahah. SO FUN. scandal. SCANDAL!!!!!. lol 2y4eru2wihendife29rphe91e821yxeb264982y34 asshole bitch. whahahahahahahahahahaha. and i'm stuck in studio alone. gods. freshies said they saw hantu for real. whaha. man. i'm still totally freaked out cause of sat incident. now they saaw for REAL. damn. i really needa buy a MIRROR and wash my MAJESTY picture and put it on my table. gods.!!!

friday - gods. ITS CCN DAY. so fun. did up a store under the great &*%(675876&*^8&^&*^%$*RTYFYGKBHB KK. nachos and cheese and sausage. did a log. looks damn nice. haha. a cheese sausage squirting out cheese wear a cowboy hat. so fun. ^^. the whole day was NACHOS AND CHEESE HERE. WITH HOTDOGS. GET IN HERE WHERE U SEE THE FLYING NACHOS PACK FLY NOW!. lol. so fun. FUN!!!. deony disappear for damn long la. donno that bloody emo kid go where. then see her come back with the cheeky mouth. LOL. confirm went toliet with weird gal. whahahahHAHHAHAHA. nonsense. lol. then the best of CNN day. i got coned by a buch of bastards. lol and biteches. and err. watever. assholes. shirley and dee con me onto buyin wat. sandwich buger watever got square and circle all. donno wat nonsense. the patter was NICE but the bread sucks. LOL. IT SUCKS. so fun. then i talk to them. funny people. really FUNNY. gods i'm so gonna bastard them when i see them on the third block. SO!!!!! weird gal asked me to buy I LOVE BT. lol got one. but i left it at studio......damn. i love tat shit. imagine wearing that to a meeting with moses. MOSES IS SO GONNA LIKE ME LA. support his idea ALL THE WAY. ^^. LOL. ok. then i and deony went some fishies spree. damn. those gaypies damn cute la. so small. somemore the shit dan long. stuck at my finger nails. think i spend mins in the toliet washing that fingernail. gods. HAHA then we got some. then DEONY. brought it to weird gal's studio. after that. gaypies started to die. DAMN SUAY LA THAT PLACE. all weird gal fault. her gaypies also die. whahah. TOTALLY WIPE THE GAYPIES. ok. we wanted to do some stuff for the studio thats why i and deony bought gaypies. so fun. now we got fishy in the studio. can eat sushi anytime. ^^. after that shit. went town to watch movie. I'm SO EXCITED LA. damn cool. its like 2381294678236481629083720391239873812391231762 years since i watch movie and eat popcorns. X MEN. lol damn cool la. watch it. i'm so MAGNETO of IAD SIA. hock like the dickhead. juggernaut. then deony is shorty wolvenrine. then fiq can become beast. can do power stunts. lol. I'M MAGNETO LA. damn cool. whahahaha.

saturday/today - gods. woke up late again. damn deony suppose to call me all. she also overslpet. think yesterday dreaming of weird gal till she can't wae herself up. luck PRIS. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 2348219712983712749837498237491723981293738947283 cheers for her. msg me 10 mins b4 she reach bugis. and i woke up. LOL. wat a day. photoshooting was fun. nothing nice happen unless u count weird gal and emo kid walk together is like so damn sweet la. haha. DAMN GAY. lol it is. gods. so fun!!!!

signing off.
just remember i'm just a teenager. so fun. i love school life. WHAHAHAHA
enjoy!

2006-05-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

i SOOOOO LOVE DEON. she's waking me up tml. if nv. wha i'm so gonna BITCH HER LA.

ingrid is angry with me and her. she ask us to go and die. i HOPE. she die earlier then us. KIDDING.

cheers random post. PLS BEAR

2006-05-21T02:50:00.000+08:00

feeling - extremely hungry
listening too - in love with a friend
artist - deep dish

gods. i'm stressing out with dsst. man. i hate powerpoint. hate using it. hate even opening up the programme. DAMN IT. oh and thanks weird gal for the camera and emo kid. get a grip. CHASE IT. weird gal. lol. nothing to say. ok. say hi to my new doggy. EMO. a tribute to emo kid.

adopt your own virtual pet!

i wan my birthday to come fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signing off.
just remember. my birthday.
enjoy!

2006-05-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

feeling - on sky high
listening to - le bar lounge classics
artist - no idea

if you're negative about life.
it passes slower then you can expect.
if you're positive about life.
it passes faster then you can think.

gods. SOOOOOOO happy today la. it feels like 24723847293472 years f not sleeping. my gods. finally its weekend. haha. hmm. gods. last week for block 1 is next week. gonna rush my ENTEC and DSST over the weekend. MUST complete la. or i'm dead. gods.

ok i'm gonna backtrack what happen from wednesday onwards.

wednesday - okok wed. i think it sucks. everyone's like rushing for work and all. gods. EVERYONE'S dsst is screwed. haha. REDO. god damnit. emo boy a.k.a DEON CHOO MUN YEE FUN BLAH BLAH sketching away her emo shit. and SHE DAMN LATE LA. ask her to come at 8 15. somemore call her. she came at 10 20. GODS. damnit need someone to punish her already. damn U!!!!!!!!!!!!

thursday - emo boy came late again. yuze also came late. EVERYONE COMES LATE. god damnit. haha. today was fun. HILMI'S BIRTHDAY and everyone say. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH. rushing my entec again. shirley was like screaming away on her dadra la. pls la. then gotta go help her and her friends in the printing room. gods. i was like. WTF i forgot how to use autocad. lol. *note i need to learn autocasd over the weekends again* damn emoboy. u sucks. bring yout mac. nv bring charger. or is it wednesday? wells. U SUCK. gods we'll like vying over the charger la. and i'm in the middle of doing my dsst. gods.

friday - TODAY - EMO KID a.k.a EMO BOY is FREAKING LATE AGAIN LA. damnit la. pls la emo kid. don't be late. asshole. i'm gonna complain to weird gal. if u don't meet emo kid. she will nv be ON time. gods. okoko. wanted to watch da vinci code today. well. BOOK OUT. damn all the gd cinemas are like GONE!!!! man then everyone decides to book tickets for next week X MEN. so cool. okok finished my dsst. K.K is like. hmm. okokokokokokokokokokok. then maybe u should add this. fjsedhf8woery23854hj2u8iy348x2396724 hiuy87dyY8q7yezYQ98. ok. that should be ok. i was like. OK. I DON"T HAVE TIME TO ADD. well i still finish my dsst. cool!!!!! went shopping with fiq. emo kid. elroy. gods. dinner is weird. same place as last time. man. no smoke on the hot plate. looks cold thought. but still. NICE. haha. to buy a present for HILMI. i went all the way to hereen o grace this shop. GODS. so many flops la. u all should know where already. then when i gave it to HILMI. ask him for his reaction! HAHAH!!!

P.S - weird gal a.k.a the one who got pete's signature. pls pls pls be together with emo kid soooooo she can damn jolly well be on time when meeting me in school. i'm scareeeeee.....LOL serious!!!!. alalalalalalalaalalal~

signing off.
remember. just remember my birthday 10 oct arh. i wan ck summer perfume. izsae miyaki perfume. num flops. crumpler's purple sling bag. blah blah etc those thing ping!
enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

12742346271289371289371283712 days gonna slp. random!

2006-05-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

feeling - tired
listening to - swiss army romance
artist - dashboard confessional

as man defy the laws of ancient religion
they open a new age religion into the world.
technology.

man. i'm so tired. and sleepy. yeah. brain almost stopped working this afternoon. plus today's extended family mother's day celebration. i'm really tired out. TOTALLY

friday - vesak day
went out with my friends. aini. deon. yuze. syafiq. lois and myself. we totally comb the whole of orchard. gods. went eating. and shopping. and laughing. and doing lame stuff. gods. its damn fun la. first time i had so much fun in town. lol. as in the same fun i had in studio hours. GODS.
the whole conversation we had during dinner. man. if we ever record it down. its like another russel peters. except its in a group. lol. i think far worst then him. GODS. lol. haha. then we got prayers before meal. and the yeah balls. and the rushing around heeren. the cute SINGLE and ONLY cg in NUM. and the disappearance of LOIS. DAMNED U lois. ^^©. i swear. this friday outing is the best among all the outing i had with others in orchard. gods.

saturday - extended family mother's day celebration
i won't talk about it.
one word.
BORING.

signing off.
i'm damn tired.
enjoy!

2006-05-12T03:42:00.000+08:00

feeling - extremely disoreientated
listening to - nothing
artist - also nothing

why is life so boring.
cause i made it boring.
why is school so fun.
cause i made it fun.
so what we do.
will reflect on what we feel.

just a solitude feeling. and reflection on life. what have i done in the past 237289472384 years? much thigns that made my life fun. friends. sports. band. studies. love ones. desires. interests. more friends. make noises.

well i can't ask for much more. but its as though i'm still asking for more. like freedom. i think i had enough freedom. but i'm still want more. greedy? or just lack of more indepth thinking. maybe one day i'll realise. i'm different. i can't follow others. instead. i made people follow me. interesting? or just some words to lie to myself.

someone i know. abused onself because of certain issue. when i know about. i felt sad. this someone appears so happy infront of people. in class. at outings. but behind the screen. a painful heart. a mid exhausted from waiting. a decision to discontinue. i felt sad. i felt sorry. but i told the person off. why? cause i'm the person's friend. if i don't tell the person off. can i still call myself. friend?

one thing i learn after 2 sem in my course. my mates are not a going town type. ha!. not because we are lifeless fools. is cause we simply hate town. why? boring? nope. we are designers. thats why we don't go town.i can't explain. its like a instinct thing. so i will never ask people to go town and eat. rather. i would bring things into school and eat. and it undergoes changes. random......

steamboat is gurantee. gonna have it at the last week of DSST and ENTEC submissions. hope the sprinkles won't go off. heard it hasn't been used since it was built. gods. i think its damn dirty. haha!

523482394283012312423542 years as past. i'm still as dumb as ever. why? cause i'm lazy to finish my work earlier. cheers. thats me!

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. school is fun. seriously fun. the way 30 plus people click together as though we're 5 best friends.
enjoy!
^^©

2006-05-11T12:27:00.000+08:00

feeling - lost
listening to - linger
artist - the cranberries

life is always not what we imagine
its always what we fear most

i swear now school is really damn fun. running around like a kid. spending night working hours late in school scaring the freshies. and everyone contributed the nonsense competition we had in the studio. gods. haha. i think the whole studio hates me. wahahah. i bitch the most. shout the most and the longest strings of vulgarities are from me. haha sure!!!!

yesterday i and deon went to a photography exhibition. whaha tell you. the guy's works is superb. but then i don't understand. whahaha. its like donno 1230120931029 donkeys year when he did it. totally deep. all my friends that went also donno what the hell his doing. but admittedly. NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gods. haha. was eating CHEESE SAUSAGES yeseterdsay. it felt like i didn't eat for 242348230948203 years siaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

TOTALLY

now i'm in lesson . so cool. not like lesson as all. lecturer not here. ahhaahhah!!!!! deon is beside me. kenneth is beside deon. shafiq is behind me. huzar is beside shafiq. elroy is beside huzar. jian is beside elroy. renee is behind me also but to the left. zhen is beside renee. what are they doing? talking nonsense. -_-"

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. huzar tonight we go pub do pole dancing!! wahhaha!!!
enjoy!

2006-05-10T14:59:00.000+08:00

yuze is beside me. shafiq is behind me. and just ask is this ataris. i'm taling to deon's friend online. ingrid. so this is my school life. slacking after lesson.

LAME

see ya tonigh

cheers!!! ^^

2006-05-07T05:00:00.000+08:00

Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com

can't wait

cheers!

2006-05-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

feeling - nostalgic
listening to - fabled angst machine
artist - electrico

as the sky brighten
a view is born

3 days into the new block system. i feeling totally WHACKED. gods. the new system really eats out my energy. looking at the SAME lecturer for 6 hours straight. 4 days a week. WTF. i'm totally speechless. never been able to update cause as soon as i get home. i'm down onto the bed. gods. totally weird. lucky i can update today. staying up late to get some work done. designing of a toliet. A TOLIET. damn. what we learn in environmental technology is al about SHIT. gods. water seals. floor traps. pipes. etc. to make it worst. eeryone says when rosli teaches ENTEC. the LT stinks. really shit. LIKE SHIT. haha gods. lucky i'm sick. and my sense of smell's gone. so. yeah. i can enjoy the smellest lecture while everyone suffers. HAHA. *grins*

ohoh. DSST. or digital space simulation and techniques teaches something like portfolio building. just that we are using powerpoint. WTF. POWERPOINT. gods. i never touch powerpoint in my whole damn life. serious! but i have an idea how to do my introduction thingy already. haha. thats why i'm blogging. gods. mervin. u're such a talent.

recently. i'm totally addicted to the le amour collection of nokia phones. just the idea. NOT the phone. its digusting. haha. yeah. to me. and i did a little thing for my portfolio thingy. a bit of le amour collection. not really completed but a intial idea. yeah. enojoy!

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. tired one.
enjoy!

2006-04-30T07:14:00.000+08:00

its like TOTALLY!!!

and the sun shine its rays on my face. gods!

TODAY IS SUNDAY and I'M SLEEPING. GODS!

cheers and happy LABOUR DAY EVE

whahahahahahahah!

its just amazing how mum nags at 6.40 am. totally amazing!

2006-04-29T03:28:00.000+08:00

feeling - TOTALLY
listening to - stand by me
artist - oasis

when life make a turn
don't turn away
lest you can do
is just walk straight

gods. i so love today. its like kinda magic for today. things really just happen randomly. haha jokes. things. etc. and so on. haha. man. its damn weird LA! man went for a talk today. seriously. i have no interest in exhibition studies and all. not my cup of coke. but the words. woot! its motivating. yeah. MOTIVATION thats what the world needs now man. ok more babbing of nonsense. was having lunch today at design canteen. gods. the conversation we had turned from a serious talk to sex education. haha. from studies to dildo on i gallop. SERIOUSLY can't we have a nice conversation without getting side - tracked. haha. thanks to me actually. WHAHAH.

ok went for a practice at SMU. kinda cool. wasn't as bad as i think it would be. actually its not bad. we're playing WHATSOEVER THINGS. haha its cool. i LOVE that piece. so touching. and sounds full of nonsense. but its NOT. yeah. then got home. did some random stuff. gods. my mum went to buy the korean series da chang jin. and finish watching EVERYTHING by the time i got back. WTF! i think she's mad. how is that possible....... only mums like this knows. gods!

ok it seems like a routine that i post a singular. refined and tasteful picture at every entry. so here it is. a picture to reflect on our life. not really a nice picture thou but the meaning behind it is...... ya something. JUST FEEL. for god's sake.

ok here's the link to the owner. i'm NOT trying to copy him. see. i post a link BACK to him. asses!

http://www.deviantart.com/view/32451898/

ok no photographer's contacts from the senior today. sadly. exhibitionist in singapore science centre. NO THANKS even if there's a photographer. ha! as i say. its not my cup of coke. i'm TOTALLY cracking up. haha. CRACKING UP!

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. damnit. NO PHOTOGRAPHER'S CONTACT. i need patricia to contact rachna soon. PLS
enjoy!

2006-04-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

feeling - quite calm
listening to - fearless
artist - the bravery

a different view on life is better then the usual one
it lighten up my day

gods. haha sorry. i didn't update recently cause i'm quite busy. busy sleeping. haha. been going back to school for the past few days. and getting up at 7 am. these really tired me out. so its the truth i got to get an early sleep. yeah. thats MY reason. haha. if you wanna call me a LIAR and point to me and shout LAZY ASS suit yourselve. whahaha!

monday - freshies talk
tuesday - tcc talk
wednesday - juniors talk

gods. all in the morning. haha. i'm so damn tired. so i saw ALOT of freshies in sch. and found like bunch of pgs. but not so much of cgs. maybe they are hiding. gods knows man. but. haha those cgs i saw are quite. yeah. something. did some arrangement to my tables. still hate the way the aunties screw up my studio table. and still finding my lost chair in school. damn. some ass must have took the red chair and hid it. i can't do anything without my red chair. its kinda like my LUCKY chair. ha!

some picture i found in deviantART again. its SO DAMN COOL LA. haha. sorry over reacted. i always wonder how these people did it in darkroom. so cool.

http://www.deviantart.com/view/32410228/

this is the link to the owner of this picture. which is the MODEL. cool huh. self taken picture. woot. i love all these type of pictures!

tml is the senior talk thingy. i'm so looking forward to it. ha!. gonna ask whether he got any photographer friends i can get in contact wit. so cool la!

gods. i'm hanged to the word LA......

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. andrew got fashion imaging and i didn't. GANGSTER SIA.
enjoy!

2006-04-23T02:49:00.000+08:00

feeling - extremely sedate
listening too - forgotten face
artist - a dream in ireleand

incredible how infomation gets around
i'm totally surprised.

gods. i'm so happy. and slighty taken aback. ha! moses. my school's director sent me a email. regarding about darkroom process and my june holidays. apparently he read my blog. haha. i was like. gods. how he know. ok but its cool. talk to him on msn and all. he told me why the system change and what his looking out for in this new system and all. whoo. speech made by him. haha. so chim la. but i kinda got it. he's a cool guy. anyway. yeah i'm not taking DARKROOM PROCESS. so sad. the time slot crashes with my PROJECT 2. gods. i'm like. oh well. ok. then now i'm hoping i can get into fashion imaging. although its like kinda INTRICATE. cause i think most VSC students wants that. but yeah. hope.

school's starting the week after next. gods. i miss school. TOTALLY different from my secondary school days. gods. kinda weird. haha. but i can't blame myself. school is fun. classes are fun. projects are fun. seriously. i'm so happy i taken the right route in life man. so LUCKY!!!

ok. gosh. i'm looking through deviant art and i saw this picture. its cool. quite interpretive. love it.

deviantART . a different art. HAHA!

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. a really HAPPY one.
enjoy!

2006-04-21T03:41:00.002+08:00

mood - worried
listening to - some final fantasy ost
artist - some jap guy

3 40 and its so quiet

ok gods. lala. my timetable is out. woot! its sucks. haha. one module next month. for the the whole bloody month. just ONE damn module. gods. moses sure hates me. ok after that. another holiday. for the whole of june. i'm having damn HOLIDAY. gosh. damn lame la. i'm gonna do the add/drop thingy. by hook or by crook or by any damn shit. i need to get my june holidays to be filled with DARKROOM PROCESS. gods. it sure sucks.

damn i'm still worrying about something. yeah. kinda stupid when i think back. but yeah. stupid. dumb.

ok sorry i'm ranting nonsenses now. haha. gods. suddenly i'm listening to final fantasy ost. for some reason i miss those games. yeah. spend endless hours trying to get the ultimate weapons and all. gods. i feel so kiddy. come again. i am! hoho!

ok asto just came online and i have no mood to talk to her. cause i'm tired. haha. sorry asto. ASTO. whahaha! sorry man. ARCHITECTURAL FIRM! haha. man u're screwed. whahah. hope i don't get that shit. NO. i WILL never get into a architectural firm. haha. i'll be enjoying myself in some interior and advertising firm. wahaha DESIGN. smell of those cameras and DI and so on. whoooooooo!!!!!!!!!

signing off.
just remember i'm just a teenager or something close to that.
enjoy!

2006-04-20T01:17:00.000+08:00

mood - really intoxicated
listening to - its not a fashion statement, its a deathwish
artist - my chemical romance

1 23
i can't slp.
why.
cause shesa is in my head now.

gods. i love freshmen camp. although i'm not a GL. apparently i'm a dumbass to not sign up for that. but i crash the CAMP. whoo. its so fun. met some new freshies. met those year 2 ppl that i don't talk to last time. and met more talking cock assholes around the school. apparently i'm kinda mad on tuesday. haha. playin with water and all with all the comm and entertainment people. and sadly for the freshies. got extremely wet due to our PLAYFULNESS. WHAHAHAHAH. "GRINS". ok for the past few days. i went shesa with andrew and kim and colin. gods. totally out of this world. the feel just dosen't kick in until today. or yesterday. which ever u want. i think that guy who served us thought we want stronger rather then a bigger shesa pot. haha. then its good. REAL good today. and i don't know who's the one kept on sucking the smoke. yeah. and the pot finish so fast. we gotta order the second round in like half an hour. gods. but its fun. HA!

ok i'm gonna crash the camp on friday again. but not long. cause i need to do my prints. darkroom prints. gotta wash my malacca trip photos before the film rot at home. sadly. yeah wish i have the money to just print it out. gods. wonder hows the course talk today. or yesterday. again which ever you want. hope fiq dosen't show the video cause i look like a ass in it.

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. a damn hyper ACTIVE one.
enjoy!

2006-04-16T04:23:00.000+08:00

mood - nervous and tired
listening to - stars
artist - switchfoot

gods. its another 12 hrs to my damn audition. i really hope its all well. or i'm gonna screw my own ass. 4 23 am and i can't slp. gods. what wrong man. ok today i went to watch some singapore;s short films with andrew. kinda shit except for the last 2 films. quite cool. i think the best was the teochew film. damn funny. but sad. haha. lazy to explain the whole story cause 1st. its in teochew. 2nd. u gotta catch it yourselves.

man. went to church on good friday. wha. its so damn early la. 8 am and i went to meet my friend and his family. woot. and like i slept at 4 am on that day. 4 hrs of sleep and went to church. gods. haha. ok saw his side of the family memebers. cousins all. wha. pgs cgs. damn nice la. but admire only. talk to some of them. kinda funky ppl.

yeah. nothing much. school gonna start. can't wake. wonder what's the new timetable gonna be. if i'm gonna get those shit modules. i think i might as well go nafa or someother place. gods. yeah.

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. not in the RIGHT mind now.
enjoy!

2006-04-14T02:52:00.000+08:00

mood - extremly hungry
listening too - 10000 questions
artist - the juliana theory

for some reason. i just love the juliana theory. lol. gods. i totally have no idea. haha. like totally. ok orientation is next week and i can't wait. hoho. excited to see the cgs and pgs of the freshies. yeah. hope its a good coming term. or else my anticipation of the new term goes the bloody drain!

hmm. nothing really happen today unless u count some kid is trying to fight with his mum. at the corridor. some thing happen. yeah. maybe i start something lame.

5 things i like to do when i'm slacking

1. listening to music
2. start talking to myself
3. arrange the table in different manner
4. start polishing my clock
5. drink tea

for god sake. i think i really have nothing to do when i'm slacking. gods. i'm weird. i think everyone's weird. but not as much as me. whahaha!

its GOOD FRIDAY. yeah! enjoy ur holiday.

signing off.
just remember i'm weird.
enjoy!

2006-04-12T04:17:00.000+08:00

feeling - dazy
listening to - give em' hell, kid
artist - my chemical romance

good gods. haha. its 4 17 now and i just finish my last game. yeah. kinda dizzy but still trying to write a blog. yeah. i'm weird. ok. just at 10 40 yesterday evening. i spotted. bloody hell. 2 of my favourite barbie doll. planning to kill me. yeah got some shots of them. bloody bitches. and as i was grooming them to be the next singaporean's top model. they are trying to murder me. bitches.

camelia's on the left. amelia's on the right

by the looks of it. i think they're using a sets of keys. mine. and a string to kill me.

yeah caught in the act. luckily for me. i sentence them to the never endless pit. somewhere near my room. yeah.

thats lame. i know. but i'm bored. yeah. went to this girl's website. kinda cool. her illustrations are kinda whacky. not bad. love it. and she's singaporean. wonder which institute she graduated from.

http://www.illustromaniac.com/v2/

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager.
enjoy!

2006-04-11T03:37:00.000+08:00

feeling - high
listening to - the final song
artist - the juliana theory

gods. its raining. the man up there really know how to entertain me when i'm drinking wine. ya. yeah. its 3 38 in the morning and i can't sleep. either cause i'm high on booze or i'm just a freak. ok. some words before i carry on my drinking escapdes. u got to make choices in life. no matter how hard it is. never regret for even a second.

yeah. i'm bored. high on alcohol. hyperactive and feeling comfortable on my bed that i. decided to write 30 things about myself.

1. a guy
2. studying in poly
3. boring
4. makes fun of ppl
5. laughs at people for no apparent reason
6. appreciate all genres of music
7. loves booze
8. not really hanged on tobacco
9. social smoker
10. does not clubs
11. envy good graphics
12. loves photography
13. extreme aroused when spotted a nice architecture
14. scream when good interior is sighted
15. dosen't bitch about
16. dosen't whine endlessly
17. refrain from acting like a fag
18. get insulted easily
19. bad in pronounciation
20. always gives bad impression
21. quiet around strangers
22. noisy around friends
23. loves to cook
24. speciality in fried rice
25. loves food
26. 3/4 of daily expenses went to satisfying my appetite
27. 1/4 of daily expenses went to public transport
28. lazy to renew ezlink card
29. extreme showoff
30. a mac fan

yeah. so random. ok. my friend is having trouble again. and i shall not betray her by posting in the blog cause its senseless. (sry man gotta cover up. u know i don't mean it). yeah senseless and stupid conversation. yeah. i hope the man up there flush the toliet till 3 21 pm today. yeah. so someone can't go to ecp. sadly.

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. who's high on wine now.
enjoy!

2006-04-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

feeling - chill
listening to - i'm not okay (i promise)
artist - my chemical romance

gods. i'm high on orange juice yesterday. lol. sry bout that emo post yesterday. lol. kk thats damn random man. gods. ok its 1 37 in the morning and i'm talking to deon. about senseless stuff. something to do with milo and vodka. school culture and irish sling. wooo. stupid conversation. lol. ok. went out with my friends. and met more of my friends at town. but i gotta leave. dinner with my parents. hmm. went to meet my parents. and had dinner at food republic. ok there's a damn interesting event that took place.

as usual food republic is freaking busy on weekends.
i was waiting for a table.
another guy is waiting for the table.
there's 2 table. with 8 seats in total. one side was occupied by 3 women and another by 2 guys. in between them was left with 3 seats. no one sat there.
a women came and sit down. the guy when up to her and say.

he: sry this is my seats. we;re waiting for it. (pointing to his friends)
she: huh. i took the spare seats. no one is seating on it what.
he: please. we're still waiting for the seats. thats why we're not taking up the seats. its rude to the occupants. (apprently this guy tries to speaking like a british. but failed. haha)
she: nononono. u need these 4 seats right. i'm seating on the other 2 seats that is unoccupied. and since u're not seating on the seats. i don't see there's any wrong for me to assume that the seats are empty and i can sit.

this young lady turned to the occupants and started asking them.

she: am i wrong. you all are not taking up this seats right. (and the occupants smiole and nod)
she: there you see. (looking and the guy)
he: ok fine. you can have the seats.

this moment her bf called her and said he have some good seats. and the women left the seats to find her bf.

haha i felt pity for the guy. never cross a women's path. hmm. actually i'm wondering. is the lady right in her explanation or should it be 'first come first serve". sometimes i always wonder if singaporeans are smart in their kiasuness or they are just out to pick a fight. like singaporeans. franky. thats why i prefer to eat in resturants or a home. no worries about seats issues and all. man.

ok temasek design orientation is on 18 and i'm planning to crash the party. wahaha. with some help from my friends and the vice chairman of the orientation. yeah! sucess is a gurantee! ok random. so random.

vodka and milo. u all should try it someday. it sucks. really.

signing off.
remember i'm just teenager.
enjoy!

2006-04-08T03:43:00.000+08:00

feeling - emo
listening to - august in bethany
artist - the juliana theory

sometimes i actaully wonder why is life so fucked.
sometimes i try to work out a solution to whatever things i do. buts its so hard
sometimes its just too difficult for me to handle.

i saw this song title on someone's blog. and i happen to got it. so i listened to it. at first it sounds very daze. but i'm listening to it now. again. with this feeling i have. at this moment. this time. its very reflective. very. er. emo. sry gotta say i'm emo now. not because what had happened today. but is just i feel like that at this very moment. its 3 45 am and yeah. naturally. ok for me. naturally. interesting how feelings affects a person's preference of song. to me. feeling is a private thing. a quiet. a silent thought. and song that i'm listening to in reflect to my feeling. is a way of telling people what i'm feeling. what's my thoughts. i guess. thats why i'm a quiet person. not due to the fact i have a problem with my vocal pitch as well as my pronounciation. but is that i prefer to listen. rather then giving comments. although once a while i like to contribute to the senseless noise around. but after all. i alone can already bring in entertainment to anyone. without even speaking. yeah. not that i'm writting this cause i'm emo or what. i'm just stating how i feel right now. maybe not emo. but explaining why i'm a quiet person. yeah. i know some people are noisy and very socialable. but i just need some time. before i could talk. not that i hate strangers all. i like to meet new friends. is just i feel close up whenever i meet new friends. yeah. for some reason.

sorry to all who thinks i'm weird. queer. quiet or whatever. its me. and to my friends who knew me for the past 5 years. i rather like to hear the conversation u all have and your insults on me rather then contribute to it. cause at least i don't need to talk so much and make a fool out of myself. and at least i know you all still remember me as a person. yeah.

so yeah life's like this.
i won't kill myself. trust me.
signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager.
enjoy!

2006-04-07T02:20:00.000+08:00

feeling - emotionless
listening to - the final song
artist - the juliana theory

gods. i feel nth today. actually not nth. eh. kinda depressed. emo. happy. nervous. all mixed together. lol. so i just put emotionless. simple. ok. practise for my audition. hmm play some games. got a msg from a person. yeah thats about it. then my brother walk into my room. at 4 pm. suddenly. then he shot me with a surprising question. did u ever got backstabbed by someone u considered friend. or close friend.

this question was so sudden. and of course i just say go away to my brother. but man. this thing sets me thinking. i did got backstabbed once. as gods i remember it well. well. once bitten twice shy. this backstabbing frenzy is like a bloody nightmare to me. it didn't just happen in a day. it happened for a few months behind my back. i don't even know shit about it. till i found out from my other friend. gods. i was like shocked and all.

ages ago i used to be a person. open to all. i don't mind sharing my secrets to people i know. but nowadays. i'm more confided. more selective on who to communicate with and cautious on new friends. yeah. thats me now. but still. i'm kinda normal in any other way.

well. all i can say is life is full of interesting things. thats why we have emotions. to differenciate the causes and effects. the pain from the pleasure. the saddness from the happiness. all i can hope for is. just live with it. yeah. sadly this post is kinda random. haha. really. maybe wat i'm listening to and wat condition i'm in really affects my mood in writing. like now. its hot. and i'm listening to a emo music. not that i'm a emo person. haha. i'm proud to be not a so damn emo person. lucky for my parents. or the probably gotta send me to hospital at least once a week. woo! ok random post. random sentences. senseless writtings.

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. not so much of a emo 1.
enjoy!

2006-04-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

feeling - happy
listening to - linger
artist - the cranberries

gods. the afternoon is so damn hot but the night is freaking cooling. what in the world is going on? lol. its kinda relaxing today. hmm. i went out oday. finally. gods. ok met my friend at national library. study abit. i'm not studying. just accompanying him to study. yeah. and he was using my mac when he found something. lol.

he: is that derek's blog
me: yeah haha. why?
he: my god. wtf. why are u having his blog.
me: nah. just to read. yeah. you know the usual stuff.
he: yeah right. his my ex man. it makes u kinda weird to have his blog. somemore u don't know him.
me: thats where it all started. haha. just shut up and read.
he: bitch!

yeah and he read on. and on.

he: wha so emo. wha. haha.
me: see the heading.
he: yeah yeah shut up. emo sia.
me: bitch. u miss him.
he: shut up. u know him. (pointing at another guy other then derek) my friend likes him.
me: oh really. too bad. his attached to derek.
he: ya right. ya so he check his friendster all. haha totally over him.
me: yeah.
he: ok you know what. i should stop reading. emo sia. makes me think of him all.
me: yeah watever. bitch.
he: wat!

then i close the browser. lol. kinda stupid and pointless conversation. but it happened. today. haha. really random man. ok after that i went town all. saw a few cg and pg. make some comments about them with he. and yeah went home. and he was like whining about his american idol and he can't miss it all. but his late for the show. haha. my fault. i read the time wrongly. i can't read when things are upside down. yeah thats why my orientation can't be upside down. haha.

ok this is kinda stupid post. dedicated to he. who must not be name. yeah. actually he's he. better leave it like that. lol.

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager.
enjoy!

2006-04-05T02:34:00.000+08:00

feeling - satisfy
listening to - the boys of summer
artist -ataris

gods. it rained today. and its so damn heavy and with the huge wind blowing. it broke my mum's favourite glass cup. some weird glass thingy bough from china. whaha. ok i'm quite happy today. not as despressing and the rain. wow the rain rocks man. its damn cooling. haha. love the rain when its damn heavy and windy. oh and i did not go out today. again. wanted to. friends ask me out all but its raining. lol don't wanna get myself wet. haha. so yeah. nth much today.

cool huh. just saw this today. whoa love to do this stuff one of these days. if i can get my camera. sob.

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager.
enjoy!

2006-04-04T02:30:00.000+08:00

feeling - moody
listening to - summer '79
artist - ataris

gods. today feel kinda weird. kinda like a depressing day where everyone goes to sch and study. listening to teachers whine about their subjects and why you should get As. lol. but for me. i'm trapped at home. doing practically nothing. not that i can't go out. but just it feels kinda weird going out. lol. no cg and pg for me to look at. so yeah. waste of a day if i go out. gods. played a few rounds of games and i'm getting real moody. lol saw the canmpus superstar thingy on channel U. kinda emo those kids. lol. getting upset over this and that. but understandable. lol. those cg and pg u hang around. feels kinda weird if u don't see them ard anymore. lol. i'll feel sad naturally. lol. ok and despite those emo stuff they say and all. they look kinda chirpy in the end. haha gd for them i say. those young kids. well. from that to now. all i did was go and get a bottle of coke and look at the stars. its like i did it for 2 3 hrs. zzzzz. kinda queer for me to do that. haha. my mom things i'm weird. since i don't do that everyday. lol. ok i really have nth to write.

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager.
enjoy!

2006-04-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

feeling - relax
listening to - great romance of the 20th century
artist - taking back sunday

woot. finally i get back my blog and run it up. ok i'm sure i'm gonna update at least once a week. gotta keep it running to kill my boredom. yeah. gods i'm so happy. i actually skined my blog. cool i nv did that. lol. i'm on sky high man. ok. gods. went to band prac today. and heard they got a audition to the main. woo i'm waiting for this shit for a long time. gotta faster get my ass up to the main so i don't need to go on sundays for band prac. then yeah. gonna join hilmi in his band. yeah. oh there's new instrument here. in the band. and i got the honour of using it for 2 pieces. gods. tell u all. it sucks. haha serious. jupiter bass trombone. the tone is too bright. gods. ok after all the talking and playing. i'm on the mrt home and guess wat. whew i saw 2 cg and 3 pg. cool huh. they're hot but yeah. just admiring them for far. hmm. had dinner with my parents and all at HAN SHER (My Humble House) at esplanade. kinda cool setting. no wonder the place sounds like fish market when i reach there. sooooo many ppl. but all are like excutives. rich bastards. yeah thats the end. got damn full with all the wine i had with my dad. lol. his the man.

yeah signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager.
enjoy!

2006-04-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

ok this is cool. test post. i'll do it later tonight.