feeling - totally exhausted
listening to - chillout album
artist - cafe de mal

its shiny.
it makes people smile.
it makes people melt.
it makes people cute.
it makes me wana get one.
i'm so totally into braces.
love it.
feel it.
get it.

man. i'm totally beat for this week. FIRST BLOCK over and i'm almost exhausted from thw workload. still. its kinda fun cause i got excuse to stay in school for longer hours to talk cock. yeah nonsense. ^^. anyway. lets talk about my nonsense adventure since thursday.

thursday - i'm late for damn school. BLOODY DEONY nv call me wake up again. she overslept also. damn good la. rush down to school all. then do my work. whoa damn lucky i do my entec early. DSST was like shit la tell u. i still donno how to use POWERPOINT. DAMNIT! screw microsoft. damn damn damn.rush here there. there here. finally finihs the damn dsst la. pass it to KK. and his like. hmm. hmm. hmm. wha and i was like. ya. ya. ya. and he goes. OK LA!. gods. totally dumb conversation. besides that. he showed me this jap illustration cd. DAMN COOL LA. axonometrical jap illustration. damn nice. those old. she. WHA. and the music is NICE LA. KK say i won't like it. he thinks i'm a EMO KID. but I;M NOT. whahah DAMN. tell you. so fun that day. after all the submission we all sit in studio. talk cock. SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. and deony. bitch. i almost made her die. cont bitching about me being late all. till she took off and find INGRID. whahah. SO FUN. scandal. SCANDAL!!!!!. lol 2y4eru2wihendife29rphe91e821yxeb264982y34 asshole bitch. whahahahahahahahahahaha. and i'm stuck in studio alone. gods. freshies said they saw hantu for real. whaha. man. i'm still totally freaked out cause of sat incident. now they saaw for REAL. damn. i really needa buy a MIRROR and wash my MAJESTY picture and put it on my table. gods.!!!

friday - gods. ITS CCN DAY. so fun. did up a store under the great &*%(675876&*^8&^&*^%$*RTYFYGKBHB KK. nachos and cheese and sausage. did a log. looks damn nice. haha. a cheese sausage squirting out cheese wear a cowboy hat. so fun. ^^. the whole day was NACHOS AND CHEESE HERE. WITH HOTDOGS. GET IN HERE WHERE U SEE THE FLYING NACHOS PACK FLY NOW!. lol. so fun. FUN!!!. deony disappear for damn long la. donno that bloody emo kid go where. then see her come back with the cheeky mouth. LOL. confirm went toliet with weird gal. whahahahHAHHAHAHA. nonsense. lol. then the best of CNN day. i got coned by a buch of bastards. lol and biteches. and err. watever. assholes. shirley and dee con me onto buyin wat. sandwich buger watever got square and circle all. donno wat nonsense. the patter was NICE but the bread sucks. LOL. IT SUCKS. so fun. then i talk to them. funny people. really FUNNY. gods i'm so gonna bastard them when i see them on the third block. SO!!!!! weird gal asked me to buy I LOVE BT. lol got one. but i left it at studio......damn. i love tat shit. imagine wearing that to a meeting with moses. MOSES IS SO GONNA LIKE ME LA. support his idea ALL THE WAY. ^^. LOL. ok. then i and deony went some fishies spree. damn. those gaypies damn cute la. so small. somemore the shit dan long. stuck at my finger nails. think i spend mins in the toliet washing that fingernail. gods. HAHA then we got some. then DEONY. brought it to weird gal's studio. after that. gaypies started to die. DAMN SUAY LA THAT PLACE. all weird gal fault. her gaypies also die. whahah. TOTALLY WIPE THE GAYPIES. ok. we wanted to do some stuff for the studio thats why i and deony bought gaypies. so fun. now we got fishy in the studio. can eat sushi anytime. ^^. after that shit. went town to watch movie. I'm SO EXCITED LA. damn cool. its like 2381294678236481629083720391239873812391231762 years since i watch movie and eat popcorns. X MEN. lol damn cool la. watch it. i'm so MAGNETO of IAD SIA. hock like the dickhead. juggernaut. then deony is shorty wolvenrine. then fiq can become beast. can do power stunts. lol. I'M MAGNETO LA. damn cool. whahahaha.

saturday/today - gods. woke up late again. damn deony suppose to call me all. she also overslpet. think yesterday dreaming of weird gal till she can't wae herself up. luck PRIS. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 2348219712983712749837498237491723981293738947283 cheers for her. msg me 10 mins b4 she reach bugis. and i woke up. LOL. wat a day. photoshooting was fun. nothing nice happen unless u count weird gal and emo kid walk together is like so damn sweet la. haha. DAMN GAY. lol it is. gods. so fun!!!!

signing off.
just remember i'm just a teenager. so fun. i love school life. WHAHAHAHA
enjoy!

i SOOOOO LOVE DEON. she's waking me up tml. if nv. wha i'm so gonna BITCH HER LA.

ingrid is angry with me and her. she ask us to go and die. i HOPE. she die earlier then us. KIDDING.

cheers random post. PLS BEAR

feeling - extremely hungry
listening too - in love with a friend
artist - deep dish

gods. i'm stressing out with dsst. man. i hate powerpoint. hate using it. hate even opening up the programme. DAMN IT. oh and thanks weird gal for the camera and emo kid. get a grip. CHASE IT. weird gal. lol. nothing to say. ok. say hi to my new doggy. EMO. a tribute to emo kid.

adopt your own virtual pet!

i wan my birthday to come fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signing off.
just remember. my birthday.
enjoy!

feeling - on sky high
listening to - le bar lounge classics
artist - no idea

if you're negative about life.
it passes slower then you can expect.
if you're positive about life.
it passes faster then you can think.

gods. SOOOOOOO happy today la. it feels like 24723847293472 years f not sleeping. my gods. finally its weekend. haha. hmm. gods. last week for block 1 is next week. gonna rush my ENTEC and DSST over the weekend. MUST complete la. or i'm dead. gods.

ok i'm gonna backtrack what happen from wednesday onwards.

wednesday - okok wed. i think it sucks. everyone's like rushing for work and all. gods. EVERYONE'S dsst is screwed. haha. REDO. god damnit. emo boy a.k.a DEON CHOO MUN YEE FUN BLAH BLAH sketching away her emo shit. and SHE DAMN LATE LA. ask her to come at 8 15. somemore call her. she came at 10 20. GODS. damnit need someone to punish her already. damn U!!!!!!!!!!!!

thursday - emo boy came late again. yuze also came late. EVERYONE COMES LATE. god damnit. haha. today was fun. HILMI'S BIRTHDAY and everyone say. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH. rushing my entec again. shirley was like screaming away on her dadra la. pls la. then gotta go help her and her friends in the printing room. gods. i was like. WTF i forgot how to use autocad. lol. *note i need to learn autocasd over the weekends again* damn emoboy. u sucks. bring yout mac. nv bring charger. or is it wednesday? wells. U SUCK. gods we'll like vying over the charger la. and i'm in the middle of doing my dsst. gods.

friday - TODAY - EMO KID a.k.a EMO BOY is FREAKING LATE AGAIN LA. damnit la. pls la emo kid. don't be late. asshole. i'm gonna complain to weird gal. if u don't meet emo kid. she will nv be ON time. gods. okoko. wanted to watch da vinci code today. well. BOOK OUT. damn all the gd cinemas are like GONE!!!! man then everyone decides to book tickets for next week X MEN. so cool. okok finished my dsst. K.K is like. hmm. okokokokokokokokokokok. then maybe u should add this. fjsedhf8woery23854hj2u8iy348x2396724 hiuy87dyY8q7yezYQ98. ok. that should be ok. i was like. OK. I DON"T HAVE TIME TO ADD. well i still finish my dsst. cool!!!!! went shopping with fiq. emo kid. elroy. gods. dinner is weird. same place as last time. man. no smoke on the hot plate. looks cold thought. but still. NICE. haha. to buy a present for HILMI. i went all the way to hereen o grace this shop. GODS. so many flops la. u all should know where already. then when i gave it to HILMI. ask him for his reaction! HAHAH!!!

P.S - weird gal a.k.a the one who got pete's signature. pls pls pls be together with emo kid soooooo she can damn jolly well be on time when meeting me in school. i'm scareeeeee.....LOL serious!!!!. alalalalalalalaalalal~

signing off.
remember. just remember my birthday 10 oct arh. i wan ck summer perfume. izsae miyaki perfume. num flops. crumpler's purple sling bag. blah blah etc those thing ping!
enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

12742346271289371289371283712 days gonna slp. random!

feeling - tired
listening to - swiss army romance
artist - dashboard confessional

as man defy the laws of ancient religion
they open a new age religion into the world.
technology.



man. i'm so tired. and sleepy. yeah. brain almost stopped working this afternoon. plus today's extended family mother's day celebration. i'm really tired out. TOTALLY

friday - vesak day
went out with my friends. aini. deon. yuze. syafiq. lois and myself. we totally comb the whole of orchard. gods. went eating. and shopping. and laughing. and doing lame stuff. gods. its damn fun la. first time i had so much fun in town. lol. as in the same fun i had in studio hours. GODS.
the whole conversation we had during dinner. man. if we ever record it down. its like another russel peters. except its in a group. lol. i think far worst then him. GODS. lol. haha. then we got prayers before meal. and the yeah balls. and the rushing around heeren. the cute SINGLE and ONLY cg in NUM. and the disappearance of LOIS. DAMNED U lois. ^^©. i swear. this friday outing is the best among all the outing i had with others in orchard. gods.

saturday - extended family mother's day celebration
i won't talk about it.
one word.
BORING.

signing off.
i'm damn tired.
enjoy!

feeling - extremely disoreientated
listening to - nothing
artist - also nothing

why is life so boring.
cause i made it boring.
why is school so fun.
cause i made it fun.
so what we do.
will reflect on what we feel.

just a solitude feeling. and reflection on life. what have i done in the past 237289472384 years? much thigns that made my life fun. friends. sports. band. studies. love ones. desires. interests. more friends. make noises.

well i can't ask for much more. but its as though i'm still asking for more. like freedom. i think i had enough freedom. but i'm still want more. greedy? or just lack of more indepth thinking. maybe one day i'll realise. i'm different. i can't follow others. instead. i made people follow me. interesting? or just some words to lie to myself.

someone i know. abused onself because of certain issue. when i know about. i felt sad. this someone appears so happy infront of people. in class. at outings. but behind the screen. a painful heart. a mid exhausted from waiting. a decision to discontinue. i felt sad. i felt sorry. but i told the person off. why? cause i'm the person's friend. if i don't tell the person off. can i still call myself. friend?

one thing i learn after 2 sem in my course. my mates are not a going town type. ha!. not because we are lifeless fools. is cause we simply hate town. why? boring? nope. we are designers. thats why we don't go town.i can't explain. its like a instinct thing. so i will never ask people to go town and eat. rather. i would bring things into school and eat. and it undergoes changes. random......

steamboat is gurantee. gonna have it at the last week of DSST and ENTEC submissions. hope the sprinkles won't go off. heard it hasn't been used since it was built. gods. i think its damn dirty. haha!

523482394283012312423542 years as past. i'm still as dumb as ever. why? cause i'm lazy to finish my work earlier. cheers. thats me!

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. school is fun. seriously fun. the way 30 plus people click together as though we're 5 best friends.
enjoy!
^^©

feeling - lost
listening to - linger
artist - the cranberries

life is always not what we imagine
its always what we fear most

i swear now school is really damn fun. running around like a kid. spending night working hours late in school scaring the freshies. and everyone contributed the nonsense competition we had in the studio. gods. haha. i think the whole studio hates me. wahahah. i bitch the most. shout the most and the longest strings of vulgarities are from me. haha sure!!!!

yesterday i and deon went to a photography exhibition. whaha tell you. the guy's works is superb. but then i don't understand. whahaha. its like donno 1230120931029 donkeys year when he did it. totally deep. all my friends that went also donno what the hell his doing. but admittedly. NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gods. haha. was eating CHEESE SAUSAGES yeseterdsay. it felt like i didn't eat for 242348230948203 years siaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

TOTALLY

now i'm in lesson . so cool. not like lesson as all. lecturer not here. ahhaahhah!!!!! deon is beside me. kenneth is beside deon. shafiq is behind me. huzar is beside shafiq. elroy is beside huzar. jian is beside elroy. renee is behind me also but to the left. zhen is beside renee. what are they doing? talking nonsense. -_-"

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. huzar tonight we go pub do pole dancing!! wahhaha!!!
enjoy!

yuze is beside me. shafiq is behind me. and just ask is this ataris. i'm taling to deon's friend online. ingrid. so this is my school life. slacking after lesson.

LAME

see ya tonigh

cheers!!! ^^

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cheers!

feeling - nostalgic
listening to - fabled angst machine
artist - electrico

as the sky brighten
a view is born

3 days into the new block system. i feeling totally WHACKED. gods. the new system really eats out my energy. looking at the SAME lecturer for 6 hours straight. 4 days a week. WTF. i'm totally speechless. never been able to update cause as soon as i get home. i'm down onto the bed. gods. totally weird. lucky i can update today. staying up late to get some work done. designing of a toliet. A TOLIET. damn. what we learn in environmental technology is al about SHIT. gods. water seals. floor traps. pipes. etc. to make it worst. eeryone says when rosli teaches ENTEC. the LT stinks. really shit. LIKE SHIT. haha gods. lucky i'm sick. and my sense of smell's gone. so. yeah. i can enjoy the smellest lecture while everyone suffers. HAHA. *grins*

ohoh. DSST. or digital space simulation and techniques teaches something like portfolio building. just that we are using powerpoint. WTF. POWERPOINT. gods. i never touch powerpoint in my whole damn life. serious! but i have an idea how to do my introduction thingy already. haha. thats why i'm blogging. gods. mervin. u're such a talent.



recently. i'm totally addicted to the le amour collection of nokia phones. just the idea. NOT the phone. its digusting. haha. yeah. to me. and i did a little thing for my portfolio thingy. a bit of le amour collection. not really completed but a intial idea. yeah. enojoy!

signing off.
remember i'm just a teenager. tired one.
enjoy!