anyone up for chocs?

i think its great when u're doing work in the middle of the night

SWEAR

feeling - totally delighted
listening to - dani california
artist - red hot chili peppers


he gave me a chance

thats damn cool

but will the paper give me a chance

gotta see that for myself


gods ts been so long since i updated. cause of several reason. submission. submission. and more submission. and even more submission. damn. being a good loving design school student in a block teaching is so fucking tough. lucky i'm not working sia. i wonder how some ppl who are working can cope up man. saddness. totally fail attempt.

so here i am updating nonsense again as usual

1. just finish phil youth concert. it was ok. not so bad. ha i'm still determine to get into winds. wish i'm not in design. then my music life will change drastically.

2. i hope hilmi pass this promos man. if he dosen't. i'm gonna kill him. SWEAR.

3. i think there's like gossip going on in school man. i think someone is involve in some triangle relationship. HA. i'm gonna jsut find out who.

4. i think mr mouse can go and suck cock and die. i swear it dosen't know the difference between a cold laugh and a laugh. DUMBO.

5. i pity eunice and dee. their hair stink up the school. LOL. i think emma's trashbin is nice. ^^

6. gods. i forgot what happen already. except i know my submission for landscape was kinda funny. 5 ppl helping me to carry my prints. ha to show 360 degrees of exposure to landscape. gods. so fun. was like a class activity and everyone are like wha woo whee whoa. hahahahahaha so fun.



ps. ic an't update all my photos for some reason. sob.
pss. gods now i can't put colorful words also. there goes my colorful life. GODS

heritage tour

RARRR!!!!!

feeling - totally frenzied
listening to - the suffering
artist - billy talent


u gave me the same dream again

and again

and again

why?

you just wan to fool around with my emotions

or you really want me.


gods. i'm totally stressed with landscape photography. sanur. pcomdi. damn shit. for the past few days i have been thinking. what if i just run away from school. run away from my family. run away from everyone. hmm. thats nice but then. truthfully i will face the terror of the society. its wrath and anger. its gonna attack my financial status first. i don't have enough money to survive at least a day. i swear. next its gonna devour my life. cause i gotta work. but i don't have a cert. maybe a O level? but its dosen't get me anywhere. gods. there's like loads of shit i thought of then come again. why must i add to the burden i already have. yeah so wth man. anyway i thing the thing is really damn wat. MEIYAN la. book me for 2008 jan. omg its like another 2 years la. super uber DOTS. swear. but then i make sure i'm free. HA! her 21st birthday. damn cool la.

went out with yuze today to get some shit done at vch. too bad its close so we went to slack at the esplanade. other then a FREAKING big group of guys and gals congested at the waterfront. and the little boy who got scare cause i say i'm gonna groom my child to be a musician. nothing really much happen. unless u counted the part i miss my MISS SAJC tennis player. GODS.

so the happy mervin and his all so friendly and loyal ca me ro ra went for a day at jalan bersah. HA! just so freaking near my house la. ok that was so like a week ago. and OMG OMG OMG. i'm stuck at pcomdi class now la. with lois keep saying.




HI I'M LOIS FROM TEMASEK DESIGN SCHOOL











cheersy cheers. love love ^^

feeling - disoriented
listening to - invincible
artist - crossfade


you look great in my dreams

you look great in reality

but you look even better

in my fantasy


these few days is weird. seriously weird. got the same dream for straight 3 days. and its always the same scene. OMG. wth sia. ha! i few sad and happy at the same time. anyway. saw a few cgs and made frens with some cgs and pgs. so weird.

totally emo-ed for the past few days. donno man. suddenly i turned to emo songs. for some reason. its better then my electronica music. hilmi was like telling me listenig to emo songs are expression of one's feelings at this point. which is expression of anger and hatred and sorrow at this moment. gods. i don't think i'm like that la. haha! so funny. anyway i'm like listening to more alternative now. for some stupid reason. so fun. ^^

oh and the dream. some guy told me before. dreams are when one have things that are unresolved in the day. LOL. totally off la. the dream i have now is like super random. ahahahahahahaha. DEON HOW CAN IT BE LIKE THIS. oh shit. anyway. seriously i don't mind ^^. right FIQ.

guess wat. in just 5 mins. i spent like 80 bucks on something i shouldn't buy. like wth sia. cause i was like so into looking at the thing. i just bought it without thinking of its practicality. totally just dumb mervin. yeah dumb bitch.






anyway HAPPY TEACHERS DAY and HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUGGI MAT

just something for everyone.



ps. sry C. another day of you again.
pss. gwen u bitch. i wanna know YOUR bitch. ^^

mervin is currently snooping around the studio. while typing out his blog.

stinking mervin.

ha!

actually i love the adm gals.

sexayyyyyy.

nods.

and yes yuze loves mambo night songs.

to bad fiq cleaning up the studio or maybe he can teach us some dance move.

haha.

deon u stink. ur place is sooooooo messy.

love mervin!